Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum. My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after...
Happy to have made it to my 21 day goal. Nothing magical happens at the 21 day mark, which isn't a surprise. I feel mostly the same as I did as soon as the day after I last ejaculated 3 weeks ago. These changes, expecially the last few days: - if i get aroused during the day, I'll leak pre cum, even if I am soft - wake up in the middle of the night with erections that are...
In the last week I've had somewhat successful sessions where I reach weak dry orgasms. I generally don't always reach dry-os and to me it is the thing that makes a session good. Being in a almost orgasming plateau without reaching orgasm is very frustrating to me. Yes, it is pleasure but it is not satisfying and my body wants the orgasm thing so if it takes too long I become frustrated. Seeing that my body was aroused from these sessions and that it...
. I stumbled upon a new Helix model I did not even know about. I found it at Wal-Mart of all places. The Power Force Helix. It was a bit awkward when the cashier scanned it but they didn’t seem to really react so whatever. I got it home and opened it up and I must say the size of the size of the thing is damn intimidating. I mean I got the whole thing covered in lube but I...
Everything going well. No wild swings in horniness, energy, or mood. I did have some sessions this week, and other than that one I mentioned in my last update on Monday where I was soft and things just weren't working, things have been great. My cock is super sensitive, so when I play with someone they just need to touch me very lightly to get me rock hard and orgasming. Also best to keep the touch to the...
Feeling so much better (less horny) today. Yesterday, most of the day was still feeling in that hyper sexual / hyper horny state. I had a session in the afternoon for about 2.5 hours, then decided to stop cause of timing of other things I had to do. Interestingly, the guy im seeing right now came over and started initiating sex. I got rock hard really fast, and then soft really fast. He was teasing me and...
So it's been pretty smooth sailing from about Days 0 to 12 or 13 of this attempt. I felt almost the same as I did the whole time on attempt #4. Something changed on the weekend. I had sex Saturday afternoon, and energy level cooled after a few minutes when we stopped. That was normal (and something I thought i learned during SR, because I used to think Id be frustrated all day, but ive always felt like...
Yesterday I had one of those sessions I can describe as the best aneros sessions I can get (at least right now). It isn't mind blowing but it's really good, I hope in the future it gets better and better, but specially faster to reach the good part. I've already talked about really low sexual desire. Maybe that's one of the main problems I have: get things started. I can feel the aneros touching my prostate from minute 1, some years ago I...
After day 40 showed up with a second time of leaking semen, I decided to clean the pipes. Yesterday evening having some time for myself I lay down on bed and surrendered to Aless. From the first second wonderful strong involuntaries struck me and initiated an horny autofuck mode with multiple orgasms for more than an hour, leading towards two nice super-Os bathing myself heckling, squiggling, moaning, thrusting and twitching in pure bliss. Though leaking lots of precum I felt...
Something's Happening In a recent post from a forum's member, @rumel suggested the use of a tennis ball to massage the member's perineum and I thought it might be a good time to try it. First, a bit about my status; I started Anerosing in Jan of 2016 thus achieving great health improvement on my prostate while enjoying the many great sensations and feelings but still short of the 'Big' one and even Dry-Os. I consider myself to finally be 'Aneros Mentally...