I have decided to pull the trigger and upgrade from my helix to the program. I have been prostate massagers for about two years with little success until recently. I still live with my parents while I work and go to college so finding time for a real session is hard. (FYI my mom works from home and it’s a small house) Normally I use my helix in the shower to enhance my masturbation. But about two weeks back I was...
Several members were commenting recently how much they enjoyed the blog I used to have here. That being said I am starting up with a new one. So Lingham is back !!!!!! Look for new entries as they come....
I ejaculated on Sunday. Monday I was crazy horny all day. Today (Tuesday), I just feel normal again. Like about the same as I felt everyday the last month (which covered 3rd and 4th attempts). It was only the 1st and 2nd attempts where I noticed big swings in energy. It's more subtle differences now. I'm thinking that this attempt is going to be boring. It's also going to be my last attempt for a while. I think...
Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year's Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor's wisdom made all the difference. It's rather unbelievable how boldly and concurrently sagely this young man in his twenties oozes his wisdom to the forum: To those still waiting and WANT...
My sex drive keeps being as low as ever. With a possible change starting only in September things keep dragging. Most of my sessions end in nothing. When I have a lot of time sometimes I can get to somewhere. In the last productive sessions I ended up with another old friend, the unavoidable hfwo that ruins my sessions. In the first session it came out of nowhere, and it was fast. I had just inserted Aneros and I was viewing some porn to get...
Had a slow long, but not very intense ejaculation yesterday after 13 days. It just drippled out of me with not much force, weak contractions. I was trying to relax instead of tense up to stop the ejaculation. Anyways - still feeling very different today than the other failed attempts. After the other failed attempts, I wasn't all that horny or aroused for a few days after and felt a pretty good drop in energy. I feel...
Was having a good session with my eupho syn and Venus 2000 masturbator all setup. Was soft most of the session, but getting close quite quickly. Was probably hovering too close to the point of no return for too long. Eventually, when I turned the masturbator off (I turn it off and on every few strokes as I get close) I was tight and couldn't move the energy up my body. I thought it would be...
... with rock-hard morning wood, second SuperO some minutes later, lazy sunday without any sexual activity, now in the evening feeling very heavy, quite aching balls. I think I will go on with SR for eleven days more, that should be possible. Good vibes! (Writing down this decision already caused sudden involuntaries and a semi-hardon, horniness suddenly on very high level.) Before that leads any further: Good night! ...
Hi everybody, on my 28th day of SR I can report about a five hour lasting session with wonderful heights. Left alone for quite the whole day I found some time for myself. Staying in pyjamas and gown I liked to use my primary search words "edging cumcontrol tumblr" to find some porn and some incitements for my session. First I was into using my Magic Wand vibrator, but as its battery was low I searched for a replacement. In her...
Have felt pretty consistent for the last few days. Good mood, a little bit more outgoing, less anxious. Haven't generally felt horny at all this week, except if I am intentionally trying to get horny. For example, wasn't really in the mood for a session last night but had some time to myself in the evening. So I set things up and did have a session, after a minute or two I'm totally into it and really enjoying...