tried weed last night- two good puffs. Has been years and it was strong. Jumped in a hot bath, watched some porn, then out for my session with Kelly Howell's ecstasy on. Definitely immediate and powerful session. Lots of involuntariness, i thunk a mini-o or two. And and overwhelming sense of how deep and good it could feel. The weed allowed a free-floating clutter-less mind interestingly and a deeper sense of relaxation. But typical of weed, questioning...
Had my first bona–fide Super–O last night! Felt warm floating feeling wash over my body and then started shaking all over and had orgasmic release. Previously, I'd done a session with as much non–aneros prostate stim as I could muster the evening before, with no results. Felt I just wasn't getting enough prostate stim to do the trick. I may have done some corona stim which resulted in a regular orgasm, which really frustrated me. ...
I’m a bit disillusioned with orgasming using the aneros method. I have had some good success but it seems to take hours of effort to get any returns at the moment, probably just me. I have been meaning to read about tantric sex for a while and found some good information this morning; it’s similar to what I am doing but involves direct masturbation or sex and subverting energies away from a normal ejaculatory orgasm, together with energy circulation. What...
I have had some amazing success with higher levels of orgasm this week and sort of forgotten about my meditation. I am quite exhausted form work and staying up late trying to orgasm, and I keep waking up early in fact I have been doing that since my adventure began. I wake with butterflies of excitement in my stomach and I can't seem to stop this happening. Maybe my excitement is a bit out of control and actually bringing it...
Tw nights ago I had my first super-O for a while. The night after I was too tired and got nowhere so gave up. Last night it took a while but once I broke throught into an orgasm I knew it was going to be good again. I was still very tired from lack of sleep and long working hours so my mind wasn't really in the right place and I was doubting myself and worried I might 'lose it' but...
Metaphysics, the Ring of Fire and Our Relationship I took the Kinsey Sexual Orientation Test again recently. I took it because I was wondering about my recent writings involving guys. I was a 0 at one point indicating total heterosexual. I am now a 2 indicating heterosexual with tendencies towards homosexuality. At some point I will write about the fine line that divides my sexual psyche. However the results reinforce thefact that I am still very very...
I have been thinking a lot about my last male tryst lately. I have been pondering the experience which is now my 3rd. As it was my 3rd I was more comfortable with the idea of male intimacy. The erotic impact my experience at the time and now as I think about it is very arousing; arousal is a very powerful adversary when it comes to resisting future temptation. So this entry is a written contemplation and fantasy;...
Hi guys, I must have pulled a muscle somewhere in my right hip when I had my first Super-O, subtle as may have been on the morning of July 4. Sunday afternoon after my ride from church let me off at the east entrance of my apartment, I climbed the three flights of steps to the entrance doorway. I felt a tinge of pain in that area, but I gave no notice of it. I was able to go the neighborhood 7-Eleven...
I'm not sure what happened last night but what I had described as super-Os last week were without any doubt definitely nothing like super-O's. What hit me last night was the most extreme pleasure I have ever experienced in my life, and was definitely even beyond what I had in my first few days using the aneros. I wasn't expecting anything like what I was treated to. It was good from the moment the orgasm set in I was out of...
So finally I had some free time with no one else home. As usual, I lubed up the Ice, laid on my left side, and gradually nudged the Ice inside. This time, I felt more relaxed, and as I clenched the anal sphincter muscles tightly to the point of fatigue several times, on the last time out of 5 or 6 times, when I released I pinched both nipples and then felt some p-waves and twitching as if...