I thought i was close to making a breakthrough so what do I do? try and have a session every chance I could to make something happen. Well that did not work, in fact I think I regressed. All part of the learning curve I guess. I found myself thinking about what I would write in the forum during my session. This is such a mind game, but i am happy with my progress to date. I am going...
When I don’t make these posts I feel like a part of my sex life is missing. Describing the experiences I have is as much a part of my sexual response as is having them. There is an erotic excitement to writing these that I miss when I skip them. I savor all the things I write about as they happen to me, then I get to savor them again as I remember them and commit them to words....
It has been 3 weeks since my last blog and I have probably had 6-8 sessions since then. Not keeping track of every session which i feel is a good things. In fact I am treating some of my sessions as practice sessions keeping them short and not expecting to much. Most of my pleasure seems to be in the first 30 -45 minutes and then i seem to try and start making things happen. I now am getting subtle...
The calm before the storm is the best expression I can think of for this next ten days before Christmas. Last night conformed eerily to that description. It was deathly quiet in the house, none of my friends were on line, the dog was sound asleep on the futon next to me in my office where I sat cruising on the computer. J was upstairs in her studio working on a project. It has been several...
I was born and raised in New York City. At 11 years old I learned how to ride the NYC subway and figure out where it took me. From that point on the greatest city in the world was my oyster. Almost every week from then until I was 18, I used the magic carpet of the subway to take me to some new neighborhood, street or destination that needed discovering. For all the hundreds of places I was in...
Id like to share my experiences with you all and journal them here –although I’m only six months into my journey with aneros-some recent developments have convinced me there is really something to all this- and that the aneros is something like a key that opens a whole new world beyond the sexual – but more on that later. Some summary background before I begin: I have enjoyed masturbating with anal toys for many years although only encountered the Aneros six...
It has been a week since my last session. I think most of my problems are i am always sneaking around trying to find a moment when no one is home. The problem with that is in the back of my mind i am always thinking about someone coming home and finding me in bed in the middle of the day or at some other unusual time. If i hear a neighbors car door close i think its at my...
Hi guys, Today Saturday is a rarity for me in that the day is free and open for me. I decided to bow out of a class that I go to Saturday mornings at 8:30 a.m. I am trying to stave off a cold. So after a quick morning walk, I hope to have a leisurely session afterward. Right now I am fully dressed and nearly ready to go. I am wearing a woolen cap that covers my ears, an Under Armour...
Probably the main reason I came back to check in with the group is that from my earliest days I was hounded by the burning question "Can anyone who is giving Aneros a fair shake achieve the Super O?" The answer is creeping up on "No". Some of us, for whatever reasons, no matter how long we use the product, will never get there. I've always been slow to make progress - it is all dutifully recorded in this blog. ...
Last week I did all the things you are not supposed to do trying to make something happen. It included four sessions in five days, trying different positions, trying different lubes. A all out newbie quest for the big one. Needless to say nothing exciting to report, however i learned from my mistakes. It happened in my last session, I had a bad cold so i took a hot shower and wanted to lay down in bed and rest I...