Has it been 6 months again since I last posted an update? Well, it was back in July of ’10 when I went away for a week. When I came back, Mrs. J4 confessed she had been using my toys while I was gone! She went on to say that we had neglected attention to our backsides for far too long and encouraged me to go online and get a selection of (mostly anal) toys for us...
Interesting topic title, ey? Let me explain! I live in the third floor of a very old 3-story house, each floor its own apartment. I've been waiting and expecting this, the time when the orgasms I experience in my dreams change. If I was more disciplined I would practice Lucid Dreaming techniques to quicken my journey to the super o, but sadly I'm not that disciplined. I used to practice it with a lot of success, actually. Anyway, last night I...
This morning I had the most amazing session ever. I'm not sure why this session was so phenomenal. One reason could be that I was especially horny yesterday. I spent most of the day having anerosless orgasms and ejaculating (6 times since tuesday evening). I also had one aneros session that was nice but not spectacular. Often when I have this kind of day, wonderful things happen in the days that follow. The other possible explanation is that today...
One session before an errand and one after the errand. If I were goal oriented I'd have been disappointed in the first session. I think I felt the aneros on my prostate. I don't think I've really felt my prostate before. At least not in a focused way. I got the slightest hint of something new and different. A different note. Thinner, higher compared to the notes in the anus, canal and rectum. First session I just very gently touched...
Another spectacular session! I have to be careful, as I told my wife, or I could be doing this all day every day. I set a few goals for today's session. I've been thinking of training as a sexual athlete (maybe I should change that to sexual musician). Whichever. I wanted to stay focused on the breath, stay as relaxed as possible. The goal is to stay relaxed. The goal is to feel no pleasure. In a sense. As I tuned...
Just wanting to document some things. After about 6 sessions my body is getting accustomed to the aneros. I'm not completely there, but I can begin to sense the novelty wearing off. My intent is to do my meditation every day. I figure I should be past all novelty in three or four weeks. (Maybe a little longer.) I'm holding the musical instrument analogy. My pelvic muscles (I'm still not sure what to call the complex of muscles and nerves that I'm...
The dark of winter means getting an early start on evening activities. I was up to bed at about 8:30, while my wife stayed up watching TV. I decided to try my evening routine with the aneros in. I wanted to do some "scales." That is, rather than focus on the pleasure and the rewiring, just to have the thing in me and practice with it. My focus is mainly on the anal set of muscles. I'm just beginning to have conscious...
The journey continues. Early in my practice as I am, I'm beginning to establish a routine. I let my wife know I'm going to meditate. She is invited to witness, participate, whatever. I shower and use the anal syringe. Generally clean up. Lay down the towel, etc. I'm going to stop describing that part. I paid attention to someone (I really should know who) who said to think of the aneros as a pacifier. I did that for a while, and...
Thought I posted yesterday, but I don't see it. Just a quick note to document the process. This being my fourth session, I'm getting better at inserting and getting started. Having a routine helps. I was able to breathe and relax and not bother doing anything except pay attention. More later....
I studied the Aneros store today, and found myself realizing I wanted to try some different models. They had a special on both the Helix and Eupho for $120. A week ago I would have told you it's crazy to spend that kind of money on a piece of plastic. Three sessions with the MGX changed my mind. I told my wife how happy I am with the purchase, and let her know I was apt to buy the other models....