took off hot glue from tab and tried it without any modifications cause helix seemed to be getting a good bite in the right spot--it was less aggressive but i think it still hit the spot, or near it--still at the same place although there always seems to be something happening--just not enough and not self propelling--will take a day or so off as i've noticed that when i do that my ass and prostate seem to be working while...
March 10, 2005 And it certainly is a journey. After about 6 sessions, every one has been different. I find that the sessions either in the morning or later in the evening produce a more pleasurable experience. In my 3rd or 4th session, I had an event that was pretty interesting. The MGX that I use started to twitch after about an hour that seemed to have flipped a switch and my heart went from calm to almost jumping out of...
warm water douched and prelubed with k-y again--usual session with some interesting feelings and some dead time, although there doesn't seem to be as much dead time any more--did whole bunch of things with no advancement...
over on the forum pages i wondered if i had so little movement of my aneros because i no longer used prelube, nor did i water douche either since i first began, so i did both tonight and i think it improved my session--i had buzzing and pulsing almost the whole session, and i was able to pretty much control it too--formerly it would last only a few seconds and then stop, but tonight i was able to keep...
lubed up the mgx with k-y again and had another session--still progressing, but only slowly--had the pulses in my ass and some other feelings in lower abdomen--like the abdominal quaking cause i believe it signifies that some rewiring is taking place and will bear fruit in the future--maybe i'm still too directional and goal oriented and not laid back, even though i relax as much as i can--one thing different was that i took some contractions very hard and held...
tried the mgx like it was yesterday--not too much going on--had the ass pulses like yesterday but this time with the mgx--i think that if i could maintain the pulses for a considerable length of time it would lead to some pleasure--the pulses are surely more enjoyable than the buzzing...
started with the modified mgx--still slow going--brought the p-tab contact point a little farther away from the stem--still where i was a week or so ago--some ass buzzing and a few dives in the ass tried the helix, unmodified, with a little more success in that i got what i call ass pulses instead of the buzzing--the pulses are more enjoyable but harder for me to maintain--had very little considering the amount of time i used...
well, i think part of my problem the last two days was that i was slightly constipated--today was a bit better after some bms, but not entirely satisfying--there is very little movement of my mgx--i think i will have to continue moving the contact point on the p-tab until i get constant, aggressive contact on my sweet spot--i know it's right when i get a constant buzzing in my prostate--this seems to be a critical point for me--when the contact...
well, made the tab shorter and lower but it didn't change the results much--still only minimal feelings generated which don't lead anywhere-tried complete relaxation, holding slight and heavy contractions, breathing, different positions and other stuff--not advancing so far--will try to lay off tomorrow and start again the day after...
well i don't seem to be progressing after adding hot glue to the tab of my mgx--i think i overdid it and added way more than i had with the candle--the contact spot is now higher and closer to my balls--will cut it back and try it that way tomorrow...