well, i've had a lot of no advancement sessions and maybe even some one or two steps backwards sessions since the last post--tried cutting back the hot glue and also reshaping it--got feelings going but could never complete the loop to self generating feelings--very frustrating after thinking i had cracked it!--finally decided that the p-tab just wasn't hitting my spot and that the pressure on my perineum was too great--i discovered the post on the forum about external prostate massage...

did some more work on the size and shape of the hot glue and inserted it just to see if it hit the spot even though i had 2 good sessions today already--it was a bit better, even though i didn't prelube beforehand cause of all the sessions i had already had today--i will have to try the helix again as i've been copying the mgx glue without trying it--have been getting some action from echos, all very nice--a bit...

good session, much better than the last several sessions--trimmed back the hot glue and reshaped it--also prelubed before insertion, which i will have to do all the time--had some nice anal feelings with a lot of in and out of the mgx--quite pleasant--not too violent so i could enjoy them and not let them get out of control like when it darts without warning deep into my ass--had mostly anal but a few prostate feelings, the ones i like that...

i have been doing the last few sessions without prelube cause everything seemed to be going fine just before that, but then they slowed down, so yesterday i prelubed again--this is something i think i should do all the time no matter how well things are going--i got a lot more movement although nothing to sustain and nothing earth shaking--i will continue reshaping and repositioning the hot glue until i get back to where i was more than a week...

today's session with the mgx didn't go anywhere--took it out halfway and cut off some hot glue and relubed it--got a little better but i think the hot glue amount and location are not right--when it's hitting the right spot with the right amount of aggressiveness it's very obvious and this certainly is not right--nothing remotely resembling any waves or hot blips...

well i did the second session today , but with the helix--gave it 40 minutes but it was not too profitable--will have to shave off some hot glue from both messagers and try again tomorrow...

well, i was finally able to hold off having a session for a few days--funny though, i didn't have any echo sessions without the aneros even though i lay down several times each day and tried to feel the waves--i had some slight waves, but not long lasting nor large--it was completely the opposite of what i expected and had been experiencing--added some more hot glue to the mgx and helix but based on today's test with the mgx i...