Still catching up with the history. At this point it was the end of April and the beginning of May 2015. My sessions were still centered on deliberate deep breathing and refining muscle movement. During two sessions, about a half-hour in, I could feel a rush somewhere behind my balls. It was similar to the feeling I get when I start gently stroking my cock head. Nothing too exciting; just a little something. The sensation evaporated...
Insertion has never been an issue. I learned long ago how to do that without discomfort. I learned that my body can occasionally be fussy and uncooperative, and coercing it into submission is never useful or satisfying. Stoicism is a loathsome quality. I started regular practice with the helix in April 2015. Practice sessions have been been easily integrated into my daily schedule, and have provided good reasons to abandon some less rewarding activities. Much of the aneros...
Wow, this is incredibly frustrating. Some moments of p-wave bliss...
I have difficulty maintaining journals and blogs, but I do enjoy writing them. The tension between creating an accurate, clinical record of events and embellishing them into a readable narrative creates a unique thrill. I think this one deserves to start with a splash of personal history. Anal play has always been a part of my sexual life. Long ago, while hanging out at a girlfriend's house after school, she abruptly told me to take off my pants...
Many users have reported how they can experience A-less P-waves...
After a lengthy day of minor progress, I decided I needed to re-read and try differently. I was exhausted, so intrigued about the do nothing method. Wow - Hey Newbies - if you haven't tried doing nothing...
Had a day off and was eager to start early. Some porn and on my left side with knees bent. Trying the exercises and spent too much time chasing it- but started to feel the buildup and a very slight p-wave or two. I think porn - visual images, videos, audio is a distraction. So, finished with a super-t. Was exhausted really...
couldnt handle the tickle in the stomach any longer so prepped the area and followed yesterday's protocol. I rushed the bath and didnt get my core up as high and also had higher than acceptable expectations and a time constraint. However, I was closer than ever with fewer p-waves )missed them really(. I also tried tantric quick breathing which helps along with a subtle rocking motion on my left side. Porn was back and images only was great. It was awesome...
delayed shipping arrival didnt set the mood but was able to shift back into the mindset, however, I knew I only had a couple of hours- a big non-no when my expectations were moderately high- another no-no. All three were smaller than expected and as I remember from a few years back- and I think I wrongly assumed bigger would be better with someone who has prostate experience. Some nice audio porn from Soundcloud, set the lighting and into the afternoon trying...
hello there! I thought I'd also track my journey to the Super-O. Also, since this is an incredibly personal journey, there isn't anyone I can share with - except for you and this community. Thank you for being there for me and thank you to all the previous posters in the forums and blogs- I have learned huge amounts about my body, the potential experience and your intimate teachings. So...