The last couple of days, I've mainly been enjoying the experience of sessions without the Aneros. The preparation and clean up are quicker for a start. [grin] I'm now starting to be able to cope with the spontaneous sensations. There's no [I]off switch[/I] as such, but I think I'm getting the ability to appreciate them and can let them build or dissipate by choice. I did have a Maximus session yesterday. It was about the same as previous sessions. One thing I...

I went to bed at a reasonable time, as Monday is a work day. I had not planned a session at all. My body had different ideas. As I relaxed towards sleep, the feelings started again, and built towards similar experiences to this afternoon. When sleep finally did come, I had some very weird dreams (the details fade, but they weren't sexual) and I woke up covered in sweat. As a result I'm feeling rather tired this morning....

Lube: glycerine based; Vaseline on Maximus. I swore to myself I wouldn't have another session when I was feeling tired. Well, I did. There is definite progress happening, but the pace is slow and ambling. No involuntaries yet, dammit. Well, I say that, but I am getting some slow movement from what I'm told is from peristalsis. There's a lingering in-out movement which takes about 5-10 seconds for a full cycle. It's very nice. This session got my penis got very hard...

[16:21:10] bsmith14: getting some nice p-waves right now [16:22:20] twlltin: Ah. I never chat whilst inserted. One reason is that my Aneroses are both "entire", so sitting on them is not an option. [16:22:35] twlltin: The other is that I'd find it too distracting. [16:22:56] bsmith14: I don't have anything inserted, just watching football pre game [16:23:11] twlltin: Oh right. [16:28:35] twlltin: There are nice tickles and fizzings "down there" for me too at the moment. [16:29:51] twlltin: Your comment made me notice them. [16:30:02] bsmith14: nice [17:07:16]...

Another session yesterday evening. Although I should really not have had one only a day after the previous one. The trouble is I am greedy for more! It seems to be a journey where you keep taking one new step at a time for me. Yesterday I noticed the involuntaries changed. Previously they have felt like someone tapping my prostate with the end of their finger. This time it was a sweeping sensation with the Aneros moving very significantly. This journey is...

I have just heard that my wife is going out this evening for at least 3 hours. It seems a shame to waste that time of peace and quiet. Perhaps I had better line up a session!!...

[B]Lube: Baby Oil Gel[/B] Although the baby oil gel (main component: liquid paraffin) kept me lubricated longer than any other lube I've tried, it is awful to clean off. Getting it off the skin is difficult; getting it off the toys was even more difficult. I had to resort to an ultrasonic cleaner and washing up liquid. I started out with the Maximus and after several hours switched to the Helix. Both provided good sensations. Very pleasant session, with as much arousal as...

Ok, first, some catching up to do since the last time I blogged. First, I've had in total about 6 session since I last posted here. The first three were good, but endlessly frustrating. They got that way because they were too good. Or, too good without any release or "payday". It got so bad I had to take matters into my own hand after one session; that's something I try very hard not to...

Lube: water/propylene glycol, vaseline on the Maximus I did the usual routine of "do nothing" for 45 minutes: just belly breathing and relaxing, and letting things happen. Got a mini-O within about ten minutes. It plateaued. I kept mental focus on any sensations the prostate area and around the 30-40 minute mark got a second, bigger, mini-O. (I don't keep precise records of the time -- that would spoil things.) This didn't build further, but left me with a very strong feeling...

The postman was later than normal today, but he came with my Helix. It did not take long for me to unwrap the package and get my new toy out! At first the only difference between the Helix and my MGX seemed to be the Dime-style perineum tab. Then I notices the stem was not ribbed. So I lubed up and began my session. No problem with the larger head. In fact it slid in just as easily as the MGX....