Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year’s Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor’s wisdom made all the difference. It’s rather unbelievable how boldly and concurrently sagely this young man in his twenties oozes his wisdom to the forum: To those still waiting and WANT to get that “Super O”; Here’s how … To me the key assumption of his post was
“Keep this in mind during Aneros sessions: Don’t get caught up in everything. LET your mind wander. Don’t control it. Think of it like this (since evidence has proven people learn better with metaphors): Flow, like a river. Don’t fight it. Just let go and go with the flow. The same with the Aneros.”
An imagination I got used to from my binaural sessions, following the orders of online domina Shibby (links you can find in some of my older blog posts) was sliding down a long helter-skelter into a basin of a black liquid of pure bliss. Having read the post and fascinated by the thesis I lay down on my couch and a mingled imagination of both fantasies occured to my mind. It didn’t take long to give up to the new scene. I found myself lying on the water like flotsam sometimes getting caught by some branches hanging over the river shore, sometimes getting faster adrift with the stream.
Just when really transcending into that vision a wonderful super-O slowly came over me out of nothing but meditating about this fantasy. It was so soothing as well as mighty – a brand new experience. I found myself curling up like an embryo and totally drifting into a feeling of bliss, omitting some high sounds like coughs. There were about three or four waves of this, I was floating away on. Along came an extreme hard finally aching erection as well as involuntaries.
This time I decided to end up the session. It came in my mind that it was great, amazing, new, fantastic but therefore at the moment not increasible. I wanted to preserve this treasure and to commemorate the experience. I didn’t want to fail with any attempt to achieve an even better feeling and afterwards start to grow angry with myself.
It was my best decision. I have to slow down. Some things I had already to learn again from reading my own blog. Seems like a journey at light speed.
This day was one of the best I ever had. I took pleasure in several very short Aless sessions, beginning in the bathroom this morning and untill now ending with putting on some lotion after having a shower. The shower was neccessary cause my testerone level made me go jogging! You must know, since years I could not brace myself up for that, though I love it when I did it. And as a sign from heaven a wonderful sundown was my companion.
My awareness: Celebrate the moment! Good vibes, folks!
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