What a weekend. I started a session Saturday afternoon and I was close to the point of no return in like 30 seconds. I just couldn't get away from that, and the entire session was me fighting ejaculating. I got really close at one point and decided it was just safer to stop after about 20 min. But then an hour later I had a session for about an hour and there was no problem, took an hour...
I can't count how many times over the last year guys in chat have mentioned that they missed my blog here. Some even remembered my blog on Word Press 5 years ago, mentioning how much they enjoyed it. I must admit I miss the connection with real readers. I stopped blogging a year ago, directing all my erotic writing energy to my novels. There will be news of the novels here this year, I am...
This morning was stunning. Involuntaries were starting with awakening. Lying on my stomach I opened my eyes and a first thrusting of my pelvis showed me that my gland already was awake, too. That'll be a day, I thought, and I decided to stay a bit reluctant. Instead of joining in and taking part in those involuntaries, I kept absolutely passive. The involuntaries subsided sooner, but after a short time the next were quite more intense. As if to show me...
Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on the glans. Starting some kegels too I maximized the precum flow and I got quite a lot to lick up. Some bigger amounts oozing already felt next to cumming but...
Almost a week since I ejaculated. I've felt largely the same as I did before I ejaculated. Here's some observations: - Thurs and Fri night had a solo session with various Aneros toys in. The sessions felt good, but didn't result in more than 1 or 2 small orgasms - but over the hour I was feeling a buzzing and enjoyed it. To be honest, I wasn't trying that hard either. I was just watching TV...
I have decided to pull the trigger and upgrade from my helix to the program. I have been prostate massagers for about two years with little success until recently. I still live with my parents while I work and go to college so finding time for a real session is hard. (FYI my mom works from home and it’s a small house) Normally I use my helix in the shower to enhance my masturbation. But about two weeks back I was...
Several members were commenting recently how much they enjoyed the blog I used to have here. That being said I am starting up with a new one. So Lingham is back !!!!!! Look for new entries as they come....
I ejaculated on Sunday. Monday I was crazy horny all day. Today (Tuesday), I just feel normal again. Like about the same as I felt everyday the last month (which covered 3rd and 4th attempts). It was only the 1st and 2nd attempts where I noticed big swings in energy. It's more subtle differences now. I'm thinking that this attempt is going to be boring. It's also going to be my last attempt for a while. I think...
Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year's Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor's wisdom made all the difference. It's rather unbelievable how boldly and concurrently sagely this young man in his twenties oozes his wisdom to the forum: To those still waiting and WANT...
My sex drive keeps being as low as ever. With a possible change starting only in September things keep dragging. Most of my sessions end in nothing. When I have a lot of time sometimes I can get to somewhere. In the last productive sessions I ended up with another old friend, the unavoidable hfwo that ruins my sessions. In the first session it came out of nowhere, and it was fast. I had just inserted Aneros and I was viewing some porn to get...