Only one thing to mention as a new experience on day 37. After urinating and milking the shaft from the very bottom to get rid of maybe some last drops of urine, instead some semen appeared, only two drops, but obviously neither urine nor precum. Concurrently the urge to ejaculate felt nearly irresistable. Nevertheless somehow I could calm down, although I had to manage some fearful minutes at the office awaiting a sudden embarassing ejaculation every second. Snowed under with work...

The last 10 days have been pretty uneventful. I can't say I feel significantly different anywhere along the way from Day 0 of this attempt to today, Day 10. Last night (Tuesday night) had a good session for about 90 min by myself. I was using the Venus 2000 machine again, but since it seems to overstimulate me (2 of my 4 failed attempts were because of that machine!), I tried using it wearing a condom. That worked...

After I got home from class i had a while before i had to go to work. So I sled in my progasam for a few hours to see if i could get anywhere. After the usual tingles after a couple of hours i am happy to report i had a reaction that was comparable to a standard orgasm(for the first time) . After that i finished off the session with a standard ejection (which was a bit weak still...

I woke up Saturday knowing my progasm was almost here. The tracking order placed it arriving sometime before 8 pm but I figured it would arrive early like other orders I placed have. An hour after I woke up my mom shouted the fed ex driver was here. I had told her beforehand that my friend was having a computer part shipped to our house because someone stole the last package off his door step (true). Luckily my mom went...

What a weekend. I started a session Saturday afternoon and I was close to the point of no return in like 30 seconds. I just couldn't get away from that, and the entire session was me fighting ejaculating. I got really close at one point and decided it was just safer to stop after about 20 min. But then an hour later I had a session for about an hour and there was no problem, took an hour...

I can't count how many times over the last year guys in chat have mentioned that they missed my blog here. Some even remembered my blog on Word Press 5 years ago, mentioning how much they enjoyed it. I must admit I miss the connection with real readers. I stopped blogging a year ago, directing all my erotic writing energy to my novels. There will be news of the novels here this year, I am...

This morning was stunning. Involuntaries were starting with awakening. Lying on my stomach I opened my eyes and a first thrusting of my pelvis showed me that my gland already was awake, too. That'll be a day, I thought, and I decided to stay a bit reluctant. Instead of joining in and taking part in those involuntaries, I kept absolutely passive. The involuntaries subsided sooner, but after a short time the next were quite more intense. As if to show me...

Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on the glans. Starting some kegels too I maximized the precum flow and I got quite a lot to lick up. Some bigger amounts oozing already felt next to cumming but...

Almost a week since I ejaculated. I've felt largely the same as I did before I ejaculated. Here's some observations: - Thurs and Fri night had a solo session with various Aneros toys in. The sessions felt good, but didn't result in more than 1 or 2 small orgasms - but over the hour I was feeling a buzzing and enjoyed it. To be honest, I wasn't trying that hard either. I was just watching TV...

I have decided to pull the trigger and upgrade from my helix to the program. I have been prostate massagers for about two years with little success until recently. I still live with my parents while I work and go to college so finding time for a real session is hard. (FYI my mom works from home and it’s a small house) Normally I use my helix in the shower to enhance my masturbation. But about two weeks back I was...