I could get addicted to this thing. I'm glad I set an alarm. I'll definitely want to do some long sessions, but I have to fit them into my work and family schedule. About 1:15, wife left to grocery shop, I let her know I was going to meditate with the aneros, and offered to wait for her. She said no, but that she wanted to be there in the future. I set the alarm for 38 minutes, lubed, inserted, and lay...

Last night I had a private chat with another user. I didn't start with the intention of turning it erotic, but it ended up going in this direction. It was an amazing experience. I spent at least 1/2 hour having orgasm after orgasm. We finished about 2:30am my time. I then laid down to try to get some sleep and continued to have uncontrollable mini-o's and strong pwaves until about 4am. I couldn't take it anymore and stroked myself to...

It arrived about 2:30. I had decided to run to the drug store and check out other lubricants and get a rectal syringe. I didn't see any lubes that I liked the looks of. I had read in the forums about the problems with glycerin, and they all had it. My Astro Glide is the glycerin free stuff, so I chose to use it. I got in the shower, washed and tried to use the syringe. I guess I squirted some...

USPS tracking says it's out for delivery. My wife has just left to run some errands, meaning that I will have some time alone. I'm thinking of running out to the drug store for a syringe for lube and maybe an enema kit. I think I'll use the Astro Glide that we already have. Maybe another quick check on the forums in case people are strongly against it. I hope this isn't one of those days that the mail comes at...

I keep checking the tracking information, reading the forum, etc. I'm pretty sure the thing will come in the mail today. I continue to do my muscle contractions and I feel a strong erotic feeling. I can't wait for the thing to arrive. My wife knows that I ordered it, but I think she's dismissive about it. I don't know if I want to have my first sessions alone, secretly, privately or with her. I really need to get some...

I had a chance for a short session this morning. It started out a lot like my aneros sessions. The good feelings started almost immediately and would peak and subside. They were focused on my prostate but I was getting some nice feelings throughout my body. I'd call some of them dry orgasms. After about a 1/2 hour, something very different started to happen. Prior to this, the pleasure would spike up, feel really good, then die down. Around this 1/2...

Well after one nice session last week with the Helix and a so-so session with the Helix and Progasm, I decided to try again today hoping for some forward progress. The net is that I did not get anywhere really. I started out for a few minutes with the Helix and then progressed to the Progasm. It went in nicely and I could feel it on my prostate. I relaxed for a few minutes and then started playing...

I ordered my MGX yesterday, and thought I'd say a little about what led up to it. From my journal entry of July 6, 2009: Just did a sexual meditation. I was exercising my PC muscles while lying on my back. I was giving my attention to the way my PC muscle was working. What I could and couldn't do with it. I soon became very sexually aroused. I decided not to touch myself. To see where this would go without...

I had a full day to myself today so I decided to take advantage of it. I started with an unbelievable anerosless session. It ramped up very quickly and I had several really good orgasms. This session lasted about an hour. I then decided to give the eupho a try. I spent another hour here and it was probably the best yet. My aneros sessions are slowly getting better and better. They now rival my anerosless ones in intensity. This...

Just using the blog as a thought sketchbook to work some ideas through here :) Executive Summary Ejaculation has nothing to do with the breadth and depth of the orgasms you seek to experience, other than ejaculation being the emergency stop button to avoid you reaching them unwittingly, the misunderstanding and mythology surrounding this barrier is akin to that which once surrounded the 'sound barrier' until it was actually exceeded and experienced by humans. A little background on me - I rarely ejaculate,...