I keep checking the tracking information, reading the forum, etc. I'm pretty sure the thing will come in the mail today. I continue to do my muscle contractions and I feel a strong erotic feeling. I can't wait for the thing to arrive. My wife knows that I ordered it, but I think she's dismissive about it. I don't know if I want to have my first sessions alone, secretly, privately or with her. I really need to get some work done, but all I can think about is the stories of men having the super-o. It's going to take all of my practice to release expectation and just let things happen.