As the dimensions of my sexual response are intertwining and evolving I find myself thinking a lot about the nature of my sexual pleasure. So it was earlier this week on my drive home that I had plenty of time to ponder on the complexity of my experience of erotic bliss. The inspiration was an intimate liaison I had the night before. As a guy I am biologically programmed to see erotic pleasure as an external thing. My...
It took me until my 60th year to come to grips with my bisexuality. It was always lurking just below the surface but it took until I was sexually confident and wise enough to let my demon out of its box. In all the tests I have self administered on line, I come out 70 – 30; seventy percent hetero sexual and thirty percent homosexual. I find it elegantly erotic that I can be aroused by a...
I've come to appreciate the movement of the eupho- definitely easy to control and the movement generates more pleasure. HFWO today- been awhile since I've had one. Still on the journey !...
I came to bed. My wife was already in bed, resting. I politely suggested that I would like to try out my Aneros Helix again, and continue my experiment. I didn't ask for any participation, just permission to give it a go and continue my experiment. First, I got all my supplies. Then I began my mindfulness meditation. Got very comfortable and warm in bed, under the warm duvet. Then once...
Yes, i'm still here. it's been so long since my last entry, because i'd basically concluded that i'd reached the pinnacle of solosexual love and lust. my Aneros was giving me hours of pleasure. i'd ride the waves of lust, going the full range from a satisfying warmth deep in my hole to full-body convulsions. i could hit peaks where i'd have a dry orgasm for what seemed like 20 minutes, hanging suspended between aching balls and orgasm. it was...
Every couple has a repertoire of sex acts. Like favorite meals it is easy to fall into a rut. I love Chinese food, Italian and Thai; I eat them whenever I travel and want to indulge myself. However, even though I don’t particularly care for steak, every once in a while it has a mouthwatering appeal to me. When that happens I will buy an over the top cut of beef and put it on the barbeque with a favorite...
Yesterday, wife was on the phone and told me to go get ready and wait for her in the bedroom. I went to the bedroom and lubed up the Vice massager with virgin coconut oil. I slipped it in with no problem and set it to the lowest constant vibration. I slipped a cock ring onto the base of my shaft. The buzzing sensation felt really nice and I noticed the vibrator was massaging the bottom of my scrotum. I...
As seems to be the case for me since I started this journey is finding the time and the privacy to be able to relax and enjoy. It has been four weeks since my last session, lost a week to a nasty virus and then it took three weeks before i had the house to myself with three hours alone. Started with the helix synn same as usual things started out nice got relaxed got some good prostate pulsing going...
I'm not much of an author but I'd like to record my successes in the hopes that I can learn from my rides. Although they are short I hope as others read them they may be helpful. I few days ago I went for a ride on my Progasm Ice. As before I prepared the room with the lube and towels. I found a video on YouTube that helps me relax (Erotic Hypnosis for an Intense Orgasm). It helps me relax...
After almost 2 weeks since any sexual activity of any sort, I finally had the time for another session tonight. I took my time, had a few beers, relaxed, watched a favourite movie etc. For the first time, there was no feeling of need to defacate, so I think my body must be getting used to this, and I was rock hard and dripping with pre-cum throughout the session. I did the usual contractions, and breathing while playing with myself, being...