Well, my wife and daughter went off to visit another daughter and my grandchildren for the day and night. Around midnight Friday, I was wondering how my regular reflexes and possibilities were doing after the previous day's hypersensitivity. So down in my lounger, I undressed, lay back, put my laptop on my belly and found nice a porn of sweet young things making love. (xvideos.com; search lovers orgasm over 10m to get ones by orgasms.xxx, who specialize...

Welcome welcome welcome, on my blog. I'll share my experiences here about my journey to become "rewired". About me: I'm a 20yr old gay guy, so I've had my share of anal play. This will hopefully be an advantage on my journey. Start of Phase 1: Initiation So I unpacked my first aneros (Progasm), I tought it would be larger but it wasn't (thankfully). So after lubing up the aneros for the first time, I inserted it and it went in smoothly. I hear some novice people find...

I could get used to this. Exchanged help with someone in chat by taking turns listening to each other at bedtime which made me happy. Many mini orgasms overnight and on awakening. Had my usual dose of monatomic white gold sublingual. Practice and a demonstration of exchanging energy remotely on chat this afternoon. Then someone reminded me that it's been a long time since last I jacked off and it was healthy to do it occasionally. I began another session,...

Well, I gave it a rest for a couple of days, and tried the peridise again. After about half an hour of just letting it happen and settling in, I was howling at the moon. )Quietly, my wife was asleep in her room( I was having a super-O every pwave, my consciousness expanding to fill the room, locked with a hard belly for about 20 seconds, and either getting harder into it if I did anal contractions,...

something new came up during this afternoon's session. I was doing nothing, just aware of the aneros caressing my prostate and pleasuring me and doing the tantric breathing. I was just going along this way and the thought popped into my head that something else is blocking my way to more pleasure. When the energy of the tantric breathing reached my heart it transformed into mostly tears and some shaking. It took a while of sobbing, getting more intense and...

Just learning how to "suck" energy up my spine to my chest, head and back down my chest/heart, abdomen penis and prostate. Feels like a hot or icy hot wave that follows my breath and my attention around my trunk, amazing. The base of my spine feels very cool, temperature-wise. Don't know exactly what I'm doing except Jmay talked about this sucking energy around before and now I understand what he meant. If I do this a few times, the...

Well my friends I just had my first ever less session and I have never felt better. I rode over night and sleep well I took it out when I woke up. So this afternoon I was laying on the couch and out of the blue o had a rock hard erection witch felt amazing lucky me there where a few people on the chat at the time. So I had someone to share with. In fact one of them...

Well, after my first helix ride last week, I was feeling pretty beat-up around the prostate, and figured I'd let myself recover for a week before trying it again. I had a couple of sessions with the smallest peridise, and the peaks were not as they had been. )Still very nice(. Including a wet one Saturday night. But, last night, my tail seemed to be in fine fettle, and yearning for something substantial. So, very late, I...

So my partner and I just got home from an awesome vacation! We had a great time and had some great quality time together. We had switched hotels because we were staying in different cities throughout the week, I had brought the progasm and helix syn hoping we could play a bit while we were there. Long story short, when we unpacked at the last hotel, I put them in the table by the bed...

This will be quick I'm still trying to catch my breathe. I just got one with a beautiful session. Back story I have not rode anything for two weeks and have not had a wet orgasm for 5 days. The pipes needed to be cleaned and my prostate needed to be scratched. Parents with out to dinner and I got in the shower cleaned out and ran back to my bedroom with glee in my heart. I lubed up my ass...