I've noticed that for me the butterflies in the stomach can mean either I'm aroused or I'm scared. If I focus on breathing, I can either calm myself down or explore the arousal. Yesterday I tried for the calmness but got the anxiety instead. There was nothing sexual at hand and I was being hit by bad vibes )from my spouse while I was driving tho car LOL(. I don't know why the body energy thing isn't discussed much here. To...

My wife was out for an specified shopping trip, and I was feeling a bit horny. Not wanting to go through the entire hoo-hah of clensing, prepping, and cleanup for the time, I just tried putting the fingertip of my left hand onto the golden spot on the perinium that the tab sits on, and seeing what happened. Relaxed with a moderate pressure on it. I caught a pwave that developed a mild supero ...

I have been in the chat very frequent lately and it's because Im so rewired. I'm so rewired that I stay with long throbbing hard ons. Now I'm not complaining at all it's just so new to me. I have a 8 in thick hard on now from the waves running through my body and I have not rode or cum in 6 days. This new found sex phoenix that has emerged inside of me is out and ready to...

I was having my teeth cleaned at Mayo, when I considered brightening the technician's day my creating a "hot spot" in my mouth that triggered an orgasm when her little nutpick hit it. Just for fun, I found I could trigger a pwave at will in the chair, but I strangled it at birth, having a little more sense in the big head than the small one. As my wife told me, "Don't do that in public." 8>)...

Wow! This session was amazing. This was the third time using my Aneros, but the first chance I really had to relax and not rush the experience. I took a hot bath to relax and cleaned myself with several enemas. I inserted my helix while on my side with the top leg in the fetal position. It went in so easily. I did some PC contractions to get used to the feeling, then rolled onto my...

As I have written in a number of these entries, MMO’s are a solitary experience for me. Last night a few guys asked me how I made the transition to MMOing with my lady. It has always been really hard for me to do them with my lady participating as they require my concentration to be focused on my body and the mental exercise of guiding pleasurable sensation As much as I love performing for her, having...

Well it has been a LONG time since I had my last aneros session - several months? I ripped the patellar tendon off my kneecap in February, had an operation to replace it, and promptly developed acute urine retention. Great! Better still was the assumption by the doctors that this was due to an enlarged prostate. I had a feeling it wasn't, BUT I didn't feel like using my aneros, whilst I was having tests to work...

Fantasy and erotic imagery provide a great deal of the fuel that powers my mmo sessions. When prostate spasms are pounding indescribable pleasure into my anal canal and my anus is flexing and opening like a baby bird begging for food, the echoes of orgasmic rapture reverberate in my pelvis and make my cock lurch and drool precum. Being suspending in orgasmic rapture for the extended time that a session takes allows for my erotic fantasies to run...

Helix Syn has rewired me from the tip of the nose down to the mystical prostate and further to the inviting doorway that is the anal opening and back again and again and again. This first blog entry is more an affirmation than how-to. It is an assertion that orgasms are multi-dimensional and not of just the vanilla penis variety that have served me so well, until now . The importance of conscious breathing can not be overstated in this...

So from the title you can tell that I had to let the juices flow. After a six day break from riding and cumming I had to clean the pipes. I rode with out touch for a hour then edged my dick for two to ejaculate one of the best orgasms ever. I feel so refreshed today....