8-29-2019 Back from the beach and a 10 day break from sex, aside from looking for bikini clad babes on the beach with my cousins. Spent the first night with the Helix in. Some pleasant feelings before going to bed. Woke up and spent time playing around, not really a session. Nipple play etc. I was thinking of no masturbation till I had a proper session. I tried the vibrating butt plug again for an hour or so. Tried the...

08-10-2019 - (forum post) I had a really amazing session the other day, and in the midst of my blissful feelings, my mind wandered away. It was almost like a detached brain thing and I was trying to go through the checklist to figure out what feelings I was having. As I think back on that, I think, what the heck was I doing? (Shhhhhhhhh) be still brain. Then afterwards I was trying to think back on what happened and compare it...

8-7-2019 through 8-18-2019 I had several sessions that were only so-so, I think I had expectations from the awesome overnight session. These were frustrating for me. I did spend a lot of time reading posts in the forum trying to figure out what the magic bullet was. I have now discovered there is not one and I need to just ride the waves however they come. My frustration led to desiring a traditional orgasm at the end of a session. As a...

July 24th 2019 - My best memory of what happened about a month ago My vibrating butt plug arrived today from flesh light. I'm quite excited to try it out see what it will do for me and my masturbation sessions. I am only at this time beginning to learn about prostate massage in the Aneros toy. So when this vibrating toy was purchased, it was simply going to be a bonus or turbocharger for my masturbation. Having read how to have...

I'm creating this blog to track my own progress. but will be adding more details than I would need for myself in case anyone else reads it and finds it helpful. This is my introduction in the forum...

Jezzus H Christ. I am in the middle of a session right now where the orgasm was soooooo intense I literally started to cry. Like tears flowing down. It was amazing. ...

Started wondering where the feeling had gone. Not that SO's were bad during the past month to month an a half but they just didn't hit the spot like they had been previously. Well, last four sessions over the past two weeks have hit new highs. Actually have to scream into a pillow to keep people outside from thinking I'm being violently murdered. I've learned I have to let them come on their own. It's easy to try to force it...

Every one of us that plays with our prostate needs lube. Lube can be a slippery subject literally and figuratively. What matters for lube is that is slippery, stays where it’s meant to be and is safe. This is where Fuck Water comes in. It’s a water based hybrid, meaning it contains a small concentration of silicone. Meaning it’s safe of silicone toys. The disclaimer by the manufacturer says it’s safe just be sure to test it on a small...