ed's journey
i seem to have reached a plateau again, but higher than i last one i was on--i seem to be having the same experience each time with no advancement, but the place where i stand now is so much higher than where i was a month ago that i'm optimistic i'll enjoy continued progress-- part of my problem is probably because of preconceptions that i have about what i should be experiencing--it is awfully hard not to steer or aim...