Mrs. a and I are so charged and thrilled with the erotic > ecstatic energies and the floating bliss we have discovered within us together on this Aneros/KSMO "training wheels" adventure. The times when our energies combine to create a full "flowing waters of the goddess" ejaculatory orgasm for mrs. a, and we then bring me to a rollicking rocking rocket of a Super-T, and "we all flow together when we flow" as we did about a week ago a few...

So, yesterday morning my Helix arrived safe and sound and I decided to try it out straight away! Taking advice from the wiki, I went to the bathroom then used plenty of lube before insertion and gave myself time to relax after the initial excitement of what this journey might bring! I inserted the Helix and could feel it pressing against my prostate, I now understand that 'needing to crap and pee at the same time' sensation. But that didn't last...

Maxed on fish oil (now push the pedal down!) I completed my 15 day ramp up from 0 to 6250 mg of fish oil per my original plan just in time for the Full Moon Club lollapalooza. I’ll let you be the judge, since success can only be based on results… First of all, I was able to get my wife in on the action! We have a weekly Sunday night meeting to discuss the week ahead and the FMC...

While (probably) nothing to do with fish oil, one side note from my recent Progasm session, was that the big girl went in the easiest she's ever gone - only took about 5 minutes! In addition, my second anal (inner) ring is the one that gets sore from Progasm use - this time, I had no complaints after two hours. So last night, after I went to bed, I gave the Male Deer a whirl to check on my Progasm...

Today is the halfway point of the Fish Oil trip. Nothing noteworthy except that the GNC triple strength pills are indeed much less fishy than the Nature Made pills. Current level of 2241 EPA, 1509 DHA. I still haven’t surpassed my sessions of the first week of January. I was having some nice progress there jumping up to the next plateau. I thought I’d discovered an automatic on switch with the Male Deer Massage technique – but...

During yesterday's chat I was reminded of the experience of Jill Bolte Taylor, a brain scientist who analyzed the effects of her own stroke: Watching her intriguing and wonderfully articulate talk again, I was struck by her description of her dips into "right-hemisphere consciousness"—because it is very similar to how I was feeling after one of my marathon Aneros sessions (blog title "Fifth session—wonderful and bizarre"). Yet more evidence of how all things are connected...

Last night getting to sleep, the walk down the steps into Hypnagogia was great fun. Have you or your partner ever broken into laughter while halfway to sleep? The lower steps were almost completely covered with brightly coloured kitsch teapots shaped like little cottage cabins. Hypnagogia itself was a riot of images, colours, interactions, flow...

The last couple of weeks have been spent on the same plateau and with even a little retrenchment thrown in for good measure. During this time, there also seems to have been an explosion of new and talented forum players who walked right into their super-o’s with no regard to milestones. Congratulations fellas! Am I envious? You bet. But us grinders have got other things to appreciate that only taking our time can bring. How different...