After a handful of sessions with essentially the same results I decided to try something a bit different. Instead of lying on my side I decided to lay on my back for starters. Also, I tried out a more passive approach. After approximately 15 minutes into my session focusing on my breathing and relaxing I tried to create as small a contraction as I possibly could. Holding this contraction created some very interesting sensations, almost like...
I have completed or experianced these milestones: First insertion No P-tab discomfort when relaxed No internal discomfort when relaxed No P-tab discomfort when contracted No internal discomfort when contracted Generally comfortable when inserted and relaxed Observation of slight good feelings Slight sense of leaking Slight sense of needing to urinate )contact with prostate( Identifiable contact with prostate Doing a set of contractions comfortably Holding light sphincter contractions Integrating deep breathing Definite leaking produced by contracting Definite pleasure produced by contracting Definite feeling of contact on prostate Identification of "sweet spot" Pleasure at "sweet spot" No longer believing that "...
Well I had all good intentions of backdating and a filling in the missing parts of my journey but I can now see it is never going to happen :) So I will just have to start from where I am now. So far I have a Helix which I have modified to have no tail & a eupho which I have modified to have 75% of its tail. The eupho is definatly my favorite at the moment but still crave the helix...
Elsewhere here, and at other locations, I written about some of these experiences before, butt I write this blog post in a state of deeply grateful ecstatic wonderment, joy, and the most profound peace connection that my now into 6 years of MMO and ecstatic energies explorations have given. After great builds, Drys, and Supers, both Active Body and Still Body, first with Eupho and then switching in my Syn; a new variation of the Hovering Grand Bliss type Calm Seas...
For my second ride with the sublime Syn, I appreciated even more the lovely texture and the flexible P-Tab. And again, it felt like part of me and not a separate entity. I am also impressed with how quickly it does its magic on me. Within ten minutes I was enjoying multiple Dry and Super O's. This time I reached Calm Seas very quickly and stayed there for the rest of the session, about 90 minutes, I guess. I wasn't terribly...
Had a 3-some with my life-partner this weekend, and was astounded as before that the slightest touch can trigger a dry orgasm in me, and that I can now have tens if not hundreds of these during sex. I have to warn potential new sexual partners in advance, lest they think I am having a fit or something. The third person was lovely, but perhaps lacked enough experience to make the sex a true "conversation" - a set of 2...
The Titanic may have sunk on her maiden voyage. I, however, sailed through with flying colors on my maiden voyage with my newly launched Syn. She is a fine looking vessel, from bow to stern, port to starboard. And she cruises as smoothly as any model yet. After christening her by cleansing her with warm soapy water I was ready. I had done my usual preparation, manscaped, showered, douched, warm room, low light, at my side - a towel and more...
Received my Helix in the mail today and had my first session. I will say that I was a bit nervous about this whole thing at the beginning. After a long relaxing shower I retreated to the bedroom to begin. I was pleasantly surprised at how the Aneros fit into my body. After prepping it with ID I laid on my side, hips cocked, and began to insert the Aneros. I reached a point where it was automatically drawn...
Had a horny morning yesterday, and thought I should add it to the blog. Woke up very horny, and began nipple stimulation whilst still half asleep. My nipples had been stimulated already by the duvet cover, and as soon as I touched them, mini-orgasms started. I continued - my penis swelled really hard and jumped as my PC muscles contracted, and in so doing, also massaged my prostate. I could feel my prostate swelling, and remembering to relax...
So this week I've been focusing on deep belly breathing (as I'm sure you all know from my last post), and that hasn't changed since yesterday. The one thing that's different is that I discovered that uncontrollable smiling and euphoric feeling are also caused by amygdala clicking (concept brought to my attention by chat here last night), and I'm convinced that this is the explanation. Just thought I'd preface my progress with some additional discoveries. So the title of this pretty...