One day I was surfing porn videos on xtube.com and saw a few videos of aneros users, and I was immediately intrigued. I have already read the book "ESO: Extended Sexual Orgasm" and have been practicing edging on and off over the past couple of decades. I have also always been very aware of how my sphincter and anus feels when I am sexually aroused and also when I am ejaculating, and have practiced using my PC/Kegel muscles for awhile...
this session was informed by advice from tiphereth to my thread on lack of aneros movement--he said, and i believe, that the ass has to be completely relaxed for the involuntary movement to start, then when it does it should be answered with only the slightest contraction i am capable of--if too much contraction, then it stops--my problem is that when the aneros darts up my ass i can't respond moderately--my response contraction has always been violent--if i can tame...
i should have waited for tomorrow before trying another session but i didn't--i was too excited by what happened last night without the aneros that i had to try it right away--now i am a firm beliver that an equal amount happens between sessions as happens with the aneros in--that "rewiring" is a real thing...
added a little hot glue to the tab of my mgx, about 1/8 in, and put it inside a ping pong ball--got better response than without the glue but still seem to be stuck at the same place, namely when the feelings come i can't seem to relax any more to keep them going--it is very tantalizing when this occurs as it seems as though i could keep them going and get over the hump if i could stop tensing...
well, i had 2 bms this morning and i prelubed with jelly and then inserted my mgx without the hot glue, but with the tab inside a ping pong ball and didn't seem to get much action--i can only hope that i'm getting rewired from all these sessions and that someday all hell will break loose...
took off hot glue from tab and tried it without any modifications cause helix seemed to be getting a good bite in the right spot--it was less aggressive but i think it still hit the spot, or near it--still at the same place although there always seems to be something happening--just not enough and not self propelling--will take a day or so off as i've noticed that when i do that my ass and prostate seem to be working while...
March 10, 2005 And it certainly is a journey. After about 6 sessions, every one has been different. I find that the sessions either in the morning or later in the evening produce a more pleasurable experience. In my 3rd or 4th session, I had an event that was pretty interesting. The MGX that I use started to twitch after about an hour that seemed to have flipped a switch and my heart went from calm to almost jumping out of...
warm water douched and prelubed with k-y again--usual session with some interesting feelings and some dead time, although there doesn't seem to be as much dead time any more--did whole bunch of things with no advancement...
over on the forum pages i wondered if i had so little movement of my aneros because i no longer used prelube, nor did i water douche either since i first began, so i did both tonight and i think it improved my session--i had buzzing and pulsing almost the whole session, and i was able to pretty much control it too--formerly it would last only a few seconds and then stop, but tonight i was able to keep...
lubed up the mgx with k-y again and had another session--still progressing, but only slowly--had the pulses in my ass and some other feelings in lower abdomen--like the abdominal quaking cause i believe it signifies that some rewiring is taking place and will bear fruit in the future--maybe i'm still too directional and goal oriented and not laid back, even though i relax as much as i can--one thing different was that i took some contractions very hard and held...