Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on…
Almost a week since I ejaculated. I've felt largely the same as I did before I ejaculated. Here's some observations: - Thurs and Fri night had a solo session with various Aneros toys in. The sessions felt good, but didn't result in more than 1 or 2 small orgasms -…
I have decided to pull the trigger and upgrade from my helix to the program. I have been prostate massagers for about two years with little success until recently. I still live with my parents while I work and go to college so finding time for a real session is…
Several members were commenting recently how much they enjoyed the blog I used to have here. That being said I am starting up with a new one. So Lingham is back !!!!!! Look for new entries as they come.
I ejaculated on Sunday. Monday I was crazy horny all day. Today (Tuesday), I just feel normal again. Like about the same as I felt everyday the last month (which covered 3rd and 4th attempts). It was only the 1st and 2nd attempts where I noticed big swings in energy.…
Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year's Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor's wisdom…
My sex drive keeps being as low as ever. With a possible change starting only in September things keep dragging. Most of my sessions end in nothing. When I have a lot of time sometimes I can get to somewhere. In the last productive sessions I ended up with another…
Had a slow long, but not very intense ejaculation yesterday after 13 days. It just drippled out of me with not much force, weak contractions. I was trying to relax instead of tense up to stop the ejaculation. Anyways - still feeling very different today than the other failed attempts.…
Was having a good session with my eupho syn and Venus 2000 masturbator all setup. Was soft most of the session, but getting close quite quickly. Was probably hovering too close to the point of no return for too long. Eventually, when I turned the masturbator off (I turn it…
... with rock-hard morning wood, second SuperO some minutes later, lazy sunday without any sexual activity, now in the evening feeling very heavy, quite aching balls. I think I will go on with SR for eleven days more, that should be possible. Good vibes! (Writing down this decision already caused…