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shockedwaves Day 11 of 4th attempt
Have felt pretty consistent for the last few days. Good mood, a little bit more outgoing, less anxious. Haven't generally felt horny at all this week, except if I am intentionally trying to get horny. For example, wasn't really in the mood for a session…
Day 7 of 4th attempt
The last few days, and really for most of this 4th attempt, I've felt pretty calm energy and grounded. Had a really good session yesterday afternoon that lasted about 2 hours, a-less. At the start was maybe just a bit too agressive because I was…
Day 4 of 4th attempt
At day 4 - I've had really calm energy during the day, not feeling all that sexual. But when I've been having sessions/sex in the evening last two days they went really really well. Had lots of control and lots of orgasms, and very easily…
Day 1 of 4th attempt
I feel more tired today and just less horny. When I focus down mentally to what my cock feels like, it just doesn't feel as sensitive or good as it did before I failed and broke my 16 day no ejaculating streak last night. Still…
Day 16 – end of 3rd attempt
Last few days was feeling really good. Great mood, good energy, not sexually frustrated. Felt excited about sex a lot during the day, looking forward to sessions that would be coming up. Also during sessions last few days felt like I had a lot more…
Day 12 of 3rd attempt
No significant changes to the way I feel over the last couple days, so just some observations of things I notice. Still have a really hard time getting sex off my mind, been like that a few days. When I start fantasizing about something in…
Day 11 of 3rd attempt
Woke up this morning and feel pretty confident, bit more energetic. Easily turned on, was hard to ignore my morning erection - but I did and got myself to the gym and work. Last night was having a session with Aneros Eupho, Pro Jr, and…
Day 10 of 3rd attempt
It's probably been a few years since I went this long without ejaculating, and the first time able to have MMO sessions I've not ejaculated this long (was re wired about 1.5 years ago). Noticed yesterday that I generally just felt like I was in…
Day 9 of 3rd attempt
Today is Day 9, so beat my previous best attempt of 8 days. I haven't really had any big spikes in sexual energy or frustration the last two days. On Saturday (Day 7) I had three sessions (had a few small breaks) and was edging…
Day 7 of 3rd attempt
The biggest change I'm noticing today is I can go from uninterested in sex to completely turned on and rock hard to uninterested and soft in like 2 minutes. I've had 4 different sessions today and it's only 2:30pm. I'm gonna go on to other…
Day 6 of 3rd attempt
Made it through Day 5! I ended up having a long session last night - started with about 90 min of sex, then about 60 min solo session just stroking myself. I felt like I was "pretty close" almost the whole time during intercourse, which…
Day 5 of 3rd attempt
Was feeling pretty average last night, not a depleted feeling of sexual energy, but not reved up either. I was walking home from gym in evening and thought about having sex later that evening, but couldn't decide if i was really in the mood for…