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shockedwaves Day 2 of 5th attempt
I ejaculated on Sunday. Monday I was crazy horny all day. Today (Tuesday), I just feel normal again. Like about the same as I felt everyday the last month (which covered 3rd and 4th attempts). It was only the 1st and 2nd attempts where I…
Day 1 of 5th attempt
Had a slow long, but not very intense ejaculation yesterday after 13 days. It just drippled out of me with not much force, weak contractions. I was trying to relax instead of tense up to stop the ejaculation. Anyways - still feeling very different today…
Day 13 – last day of 4th Attempt. Day 0 of 5th attempt
Was having a good session with my eupho syn and Venus 2000 masturbator all setup. Was soft most of the session, but getting close quite quickly. Was probably hovering too close to the point of no return for too long. Eventually, when I turned the…
Day 11 of 4th attempt
Have felt pretty consistent for the last few days. Good mood, a little bit more outgoing, less anxious. Haven't generally felt horny at all this week, except if I am intentionally trying to get horny. For example, wasn't really in the mood for a session…
Day 7 of 4th attempt
The last few days, and really for most of this 4th attempt, I've felt pretty calm energy and grounded. Had a really good session yesterday afternoon that lasted about 2 hours, a-less. At the start was maybe just a bit too agressive because I was…
Day 4 of 4th attempt
At day 4 - I've had really calm energy during the day, not feeling all that sexual. But when I've been having sessions/sex in the evening last two days they went really really well. Had lots of control and lots of orgasms, and very easily…
Day 1 of 4th attempt
I feel more tired today and just less horny. When I focus down mentally to what my cock feels like, it just doesn't feel as sensitive or good as it did before I failed and broke my 16 day no ejaculating streak last night. Still…
Day 16 – end of 3rd attempt
Last few days was feeling really good. Great mood, good energy, not sexually frustrated. Felt excited about sex a lot during the day, looking forward to sessions that would be coming up. Also during sessions last few days felt like I had a lot more…
Day 12 of 3rd attempt
No significant changes to the way I feel over the last couple days, so just some observations of things I notice. Still have a really hard time getting sex off my mind, been like that a few days. When I start fantasizing about something in…
Day 11 of 3rd attempt
Woke up this morning and feel pretty confident, bit more energetic. Easily turned on, was hard to ignore my morning erection - but I did and got myself to the gym and work. Last night was having a session with Aneros Eupho, Pro Jr, and…