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smudgefish Long way to go
An update on where I am. I seem to be having a very different journey to others. It hasn't been easy. Emotions all over the place and it has ended up being largely a spiritual journey. When I first started I expected that by now I would be reaching the…
blazingjoyride Reprograming apparently will be a long process
When my wife went to visit family, I finally had an opportunity to dedicate some time without limitations. Because of my recent non-events, I acquired a Helix Classic and a VICE in the hopes I could finally achieve a p-orgasm. I have concluded that the neuropathy that I have in…
Super O Plateau
One of the most mysterious and exciting things about this Aneros journey is its subtlety and the connection of mind and body in experiencing sexual pleasure. When I started this journey of sexual discovery almost 20 years ago I knew that it was as much a mental experience as it…
JD05 Continuing Journey… starting to make sense
Hit a milestone today and unfortunately had to cut the session short... I now understand several things... 1( definitely mental... worrying about your porn is a huge distraction. Instead of porn, find a long tease video or webcam instead. 2( anal quivers... the very slight pokes of electricity that come…
Seasons of My Sexuality
As you can read from the previous posts my sexuality is a complex thing. Like the seasons it transforms itself within the measure of a year, each season bringing its unique conditions, qualities and sensibilities. The torrid heat of desire for a woman and the vulgar intimacy of being with…
Dream O?
Was sleeping last night )A-less( and all of a sudden wham with anal spasms and all. Woke me right awake, heart pounding, wondering if I physically spasmed or moaned and very curious if I woke y wife... deathly silence... except for my heart racing... and now my mind all confused…
Cock Craving Continued
Your anus is contracting and sucking on my finger as the precum drools from your lurching cock; it is semi erect and I hanging helplessly between your thighs as the mmo tugs mercilessly on it. At the same time excruciating pleasure is flooding your anus as it sucks as much…
All is not lost… coconut oil discovery
Have not blogged a while but have been learning and working the craft. Not there yet, lots of tributaries of experience and pleasure. Switched from a glycerin/water lube to pure coconut oil - that helps a ton! Less "locking in" )but still happens( and easier to feel/move the aneros... a…
BigGlansDC A LGBT poem, written by a retired, straight teacher
Hi guys, even gals, A few minutes ago I came across a powerful poem composed by a retired, heterosexual teacher affirming the LGBT experience. This poem has alliteration which accentuates its expression. This poem is worthy of consideration, contemplation, and even action in today's USA. Enjoy! P.S. Also this poem…
Weird
Things get weirder and weirder, in a nice way. My last 4 orgasms have been interesting. They haven't lasted long. Each time I start to orgasm I feel my pleasure ramping up rapidly but I don't have time to enjoy it much because I feel something building that I have…