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shockedwaves Day 1 of 4th attempt
I feel more tired today and just less horny. When I focus down mentally to what my cock feels like, it just doesn't feel as sensitive or good as it did before I failed and broke my 16 day no ejaculating streak last night. Still woke up horny though and…
Day 16 – end of 3rd attempt
Last few days was feeling really good. Great mood, good energy, not sexually frustrated. Felt excited about sex a lot during the day, looking forward to sessions that would be coming up. Also during sessions last few days felt like I had a lot more control and easy to know…
Day 12 of 3rd attempt
No significant changes to the way I feel over the last couple days, so just some observations of things I notice. Still have a really hard time getting sex off my mind, been like that a few days. When I start fantasizing about something in my head, I get really…
Day 11 of 3rd attempt
Woke up this morning and feel pretty confident, bit more energetic. Easily turned on, was hard to ignore my morning erection - but I did and got myself to the gym and work. Last night was having a session with Aneros Eupho, Pro Jr, and Pro Ice (in that order).…
Day 10 of 3rd attempt
It's probably been a few years since I went this long without ejaculating, and the first time able to have MMO sessions I've not ejaculated this long (was re wired about 1.5 years ago). Noticed yesterday that I generally just felt like I was in a better mood, and a…
Day 9 of 3rd attempt
Today is Day 9, so beat my previous best attempt of 8 days. I haven't really had any big spikes in sexual energy or frustration the last two days. On Saturday (Day 7) I had three sessions (had a few small breaks) and was edging and orgasming for several hours.…
Day 7 of 3rd attempt
The biggest change I'm noticing today is I can go from uninterested in sex to completely turned on and rock hard to uninterested and soft in like 2 minutes. I've had 4 different sessions today and it's only 2:30pm. I'm gonna go on to other things now, but I feel…
Day 6 of 3rd attempt
Made it through Day 5! I ended up having a long session last night - started with about 90 min of sex, then about 60 min solo session just stroking myself. I felt like I was "pretty close" almost the whole time during intercourse, which lasted about 45-60 min. Had…
Day 5 of 3rd attempt
Was feeling pretty average last night, not a depleted feeling of sexual energy, but not reved up either. I was walking home from gym in evening and thought about having sex later that evening, but couldn't decide if i was really in the mood for it. Also, I didn't really…
Day 4 of 3rd attempt
I'm still surprised at the drop in libido since starting SR. When I was ejaculating every 2 or 3 days, I almost always felt horny and ready to go within about 12-24 hours after I ejaculated (eg. with my 1st attempt, i was really horny by day 3 and thought…