Been over a week since the 6th May, my blog last entry. I talked about having a break to build excitement — and last night's session made a point of that. Over this week I abstained from anything sexual, and looking at anything sexual for that matter. No porn, fetishes, masturbating, touching, none of that. This was simply to make the next session a week later feel great, but I preferred this clean break from it all. In fact, just the...
)NOTE: This only really applies to experienced users - for those starting off, your perspective may be different( New entry is certainly a random occurrence, given how dead on its feet my blog is…! My usage on the device is sparse these days - and that's nice. Recently I've set myself this challenge of not doing )and refraining from thinking( anything sexual for at least a week. I made it to day five before horny thoughts intrude. Keeping busy helps a lot,...
That's that, I suppose. I've come as far as I'll get. Super-O's don't seem all that amazing to me, but I'm still holding onto the possibility that these amazing orgies haven't truly occurred yet. Perhaps I haven't fully let myself go in sessions. It's been mentioned before, but my 'depression' doesn't help with the Aneros, MMO as a whole. Or vice versa! Even then, the session last night was great. I've had pretty strong build-up to it after the past few nights -...
TL;DR: * Continuos, building orgasm * Arching back up non-stop * Moaning is genuine now, and not 'acting' * Rectal muscles & prostate pulsate upon possible orgasm - similar to Super-T * First wet-dream * Similar orgasm outside of sessions * Still picky/reluctant to actually use Aneros The decision was made: the next time I have a session, it would be with the Progasm and nothing else. It's too bad my sphincter muscles haven't been comfortable with it since this time last year (read: ring of fire) -...
TL;DR: * Sensations specific to anus within first minute of insertion * Most sensations weren't Aneros exclusive until later * Faint Out-of-Body moment early in session * Involuntary Tug-of-War generated pleasure in anus/PC muscles * Frequent practice still needed on sensing Aneros That Aneros itch. I don't know about you, but it's always a source of slight distress for me. Self-inflicted distress, that is. The backbone behind it all is the best time to use the massager, specifically: 1. If my mind is sound, and I am...
Nothing says Super-O desperation like three devices in one session! I'm really kind of fed up right now, and it's effecting my sessions and overall attitude towards Aneros. Graduated from university this summer and I'm in that sickening, sludgy void of being unemployed. Want to be out of it as soon as I can. And then in terms of Aneros, now I have this weird tinge that I've been relying on it too much as a source of my happiness or joy....
TL;DR: * Session had vague sensations but wasn't going anywhere * Semi-forced anal contractions 2 hours in began creating sensations * When a lot of arousal built up, began dirty talk began happening in my mind * Out of body experience occurred when dirty talk kept going * Sweet vibes in abdomen and anus afterwards The session clarified some loose ends on how the Aneros works, though I say this in loose a way as possible. I'd like to think I'm inching ever closer towards understanding...
TL;DR: * Tingles of pleasure in anus for first time. * Genuinely felt the Aneros. * Prostate engorging in sensation. * Strong p-waves. * Refractory period: sad, tense and desperate. Maybe part of the fun in these sessions is never quite knowing what to expect? I anticipated a mediocre time, but it was quite an experience. My mind wasn't feeling up for it that night but my body said so otherwise. I've partly forgotten part of what the whole thing felt like, as I usually write these...
Yup, I thought so. So my previous entry praised and raved over the great new experiences from Monday night. Turns out they weren't discoveries with a permanent effect. I tried the MGX again tonight primarily to see if what I had uncovered in the previous session can happen again - either voluntarily or involuntarily. Nope. It's nothing unusual though - a lot of the time I like to figure out the science of why sensations can and can't happen. It's why I...
TL;DR: * Sensations flow naturally - doing nothing or contracting. * Pleasure builds up quite easily now. * First time arousal from anal contracting. * Built up pleasure quickly, and felt wormy involuntary contractions. I thought I hit the peak of my Aneros journey for a month or two, assuming that the reality should of accepted of what I'm experiencing as being end-game - that my pleasure wouldn't be all that cracked up. Well, nope, last night's session promptly popped that plane of thought. The few...