sfs's Journal
long layoff and transitioning
As seems to be the case for me since I started this journey is finding the time and the privacy to be able to relax and enjoy. It has been four weeks since my last session, lost a week to a nasty virus and then it took three weeks before i had the house to…
smart cock
I have been making breakthroughs and having some very pleasurable orgasms. Not sure what type of O to label them but they are like nothing I have felt before so I think i am heading in the right direction. I have been using a technique i have described before of lightly touching the tip of…
desire and new technique
Holidays are over, kids back to collage today, finally a opportunity to be totally alone. Until now my desire has been to insert the aneros and wait or try to make something happen. Since i have had no alone time for a while I have been practicing a less techniques in bed at night and…
back in action
As expected the holidays meant a full house and little time or privacy for a session. I also learned that alcohol is a deal buster. The one or two times I was able to try a session was after a night of partying, not excessive but enough. Sessions usually started out good but quickly faded…
taking a break
I thought i was close to making a breakthrough so what do I do? try and have a session every chance I could to make something happen. Well that did not work, in fact I think I regressed. All part of the learning curve I guess. I found myself thinking about what I would write…
progressing
It has been 3 weeks since my last blog and I have probably had 6-8 sessions since then. Not keeping track of every session which i feel is a good things. In fact I am treating some of my sessions as practice sessions keeping them short and not expecting to much. Most of my pleasure…
moving in the right direction
It has been a week since my last session. I think most of my problems are i am always sneaking around trying to find a moment when no one is home. The problem with that is in the back of my mind i am always thinking about someone coming home and finding me in bed…
learning the hard way
Last week I did all the things you are not supposed to do trying to make something happen. It included four sessions in five days, trying different positions, trying different lubes. A all out newbie quest for the big one. Needless to say nothing exciting to report, however i learned from my mistakes. It happened…
keeping track
I decided to start a blog because I have been posting under the testimonials under born again user. A post I made years ago. you can go back and read if you want to see my history although it was not very exciting. It was not until recently (the last two weeks that I have…