I wanted to provide an update on what's going on. Most of this is anerosless/KSMO related but I thought it would be interesting to some. Also, the KSMO forum is not nearly as active as this one. In fact, most of the responses I've gotten from people there are from people who frequency this forum. First, an aneros update. I tried my helix again a week or so ago after not having used it for a few weeks. The session was...

I haven't blogged for a while because I've been off in the land of KSMO. At this point, I'm generating much more intense feelings with KSMO than I ever have with an aneros. The feelings are similar to my aneros-less sessions but KSMO seems to bring them on much more quickly. I did, however, try my helix with my KSMO practice. I have to say that my initial experience was an either-or sort of one. If I did my KSMO, the...

I was awakened this morning by an erotic dream. It left me very horny but still sleepy and relaxed. As I laid in bed, I focused on the images from my dream and let the pleasure build in my body. I found myself experiencing floating bliss almost immediately. My entire body was floating and tingling. The feeling was much less concentrated in my prostate area than in the past. It filled my head, hands, feet, everywhere. Once during the session,...

I decided to experiment. Around 11pm, I retired to my bed with the helix and the hypno CDs. I've had the CDs for a while and listened to them with an aneros, but never used them with one. The CDs got me quite relaxed and I did get some p-waves. But, for the most part, the session was a dud. I also wanted to see what would happen if I slept with it in. I dozed for another couple of...

I spent a couple of hours this morning. The session was similar to the last one. The main difference was that I got a lot more body spasms. In the past, I would get little twitches here and there. This morning, I had several occurrences of extreme shaking. Two times, my right butt cheek and leg violently spasmed for about about 30 seconds or do. I also felt stomach muscles quivering which I never had before. These spasms were not...

I had an interesting and extremely nice anerosless session last night (this morning?). I basically sat and watched TV while intermittently looking at erotic pictures and focusing on my prostate. As before, I was able to "pump" energy into it and hold it there. The feelings were extremely pleasurable. What was new this time was that most times I did this, I got a glorious rush of pleasure that traveled all over my body and made my head spin. I've...

I really need to get some sleep but I can't...

Just a quick entry to document my day. The session was ok...

I had a 3 hour anerosless session this morning. I started in bed about 6:30am. I focused my mind on my prostate and was able to get things going without any contractions. It took less time to do this than the last. After about 2 hours in bed, I decided to go to the computer and look at some porn. I finished about 9:30 because I had to go to work. Several interesting points: -During my time in bed, I had...

After several months of aneros use, I decided to take artform's advice and start a blog. As my first entry, I thought I would briefly summarize my experiences so far. I bought a helix at the end of november, 2009. I had always been curious about prostate massage and happened upon some online discussion of the aneros massagers. I'm straight and, at least as of last november, had very little experience with anal play. However, I wasn't squeamish about it either....