Hi everyone, last week I again had a nice ride with my Eupho Syn, sending me into wonderful moments of bliss and contentedness. After that and for about a week now I am amazed by a morning routine of about seven to ten minutes of finest Aless. After a short visit to the bathroom I first fully open the window of my dorm to let in fresh breezes of air before I undress and lie down naked on...

On last sunday I had a nice edging session with plenty of coconut oil, my C-Ringz Taint-Alizer cockring, my Oxballs Neo Stretch Ballstretcher and my Magic Wand Vibrator. After two hours of edging I got three ruined orgasms (RO) with my cum oozing slowly down the shaft, when trying the fourth my cum poured out more fluently and strong feelings down there proved that I was beyond the PONR. While I eagerly licked up my cum of my ruined orgasms before,...

Waking up I was all horny and some involuntaries started. After my morning wash I did my Qi Gong exercises, naked in front of the open window, with a cool breeze on my skin. Then I lay down again with a safety towel folded around my half erect member. Giving in to Aless I had some wonderful dryOs along with p-waves and involuntaries as well as heckling interrupted by little shrieks of pleasure. Finally wild spasms began, throwing myself around, climaxing...

Had an awesome ride with my Progasm Ice this morning, more than one hour of pure bliss and even another half hour of fine Aless afterwards. As my better half left home early in the morning to meet a girl friend for doing sports, I had set the alarm to use the time. After having had a boulder movement I took my enema bulb to clean myself thoroughly. After three times I felt quite safe. Then I lubed up my...

Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum. My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after...

After day 40 showed up with a second time of leaking semen, I decided to clean the pipes. Yesterday evening having some time for myself I lay down on bed and surrendered to Aless. From the first second wonderful strong involuntaries struck me and initiated an horny autofuck mode with multiple orgasms for more than an hour, leading towards two nice super-Os bathing myself heckling, squiggling, moaning, thrusting and twitching in pure bliss. Though leaking lots of precum I felt...

Only one thing to mention as a new experience on day 37. After urinating and milking the shaft from the very bottom to get rid of maybe some last drops of urine, instead some semen appeared, only two drops, but obviously neither urine nor precum. Concurrently the urge to ejaculate felt nearly irresistable. Nevertheless somehow I could calm down, although I had to manage some fearful minutes at the office awaiting a sudden embarassing ejaculation every second. Snowed under with work...

This morning was stunning. Involuntaries were starting with awakening. Lying on my stomach I opened my eyes and a first thrusting of my pelvis showed me that my gland already was awake, too. That'll be a day, I thought, and I decided to stay a bit reluctant. Instead of joining in and taking part in those involuntaries, I kept absolutely passive. The involuntaries subsided sooner, but after a short time the next were quite more intense. As if to show me...

Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on the glans. Starting some kegels too I maximized the precum flow and I got quite a lot to lick up. Some bigger amounts oozing already felt next to cumming but...

Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year's Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor's wisdom made all the difference. It's rather unbelievable how boldly and concurrently sagely this young man in his twenties oozes his wisdom to the forum: To those still waiting and WANT...