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Weed

tried weed last night- two good puffs. Has been years and it was strong. Jumped in a hot bath, watched some porn, then out for my session with Kelly Howell's ecstasy on. Definitely immediate and powerful session. Lots of involuntariness, i thunk a mini-o or two. And and overwhelming sense…

First Super-O !

Had my first bona–fide Super–O last night! Felt warm floating feeling wash over my body and then started shaking all over and had orgasmic release. Previously, I'd done a session with as much non–aneros prostate stim as I could muster the evening before, with no results. Felt I just wasn't…

Tantric sex

I’m a bit disillusioned with orgasming using the aneros method. I have had some good success but it seems to take hours of effort to get any returns at the moment, probably just me. I have been meaning to read about tantric sex for a while and found some good…

Meditation

I have had some amazing success with higher levels of orgasm this week and sort of forgotten about my meditation. I am quite exhausted form work and staying up late trying to orgasm, and I keep waking up early in fact I have been doing that since my adventure began.…

Getting better

Tw nights ago I had my first super-O for a while. The night after I was too tired and got nowhere so gave up. Last night it took a while but once I broke throught into an orgasm I knew it was going to be good again. I was still…

Metaphysics and the Ring of Fire

Metaphysics, the Ring of Fire and Our Relationship I took the Kinsey Sexual Orientation Test again recently. I took it because I was wondering about my recent writings involving guys. I was a 0 at one point indicating total heterosexual. I am now a 2 indicating heterosexual with tendencies towards…

Memories and Fantasies

I have been thinking a lot about my last male tryst lately. I have been pondering the experience which is now my 3rd. As it was my 3rd I was more comfortable with the idea of male intimacy. The erotic impact my experience at the time and now as I…

Session for July 8, 2015

Hi guys, I must have pulled a muscle somewhere in my right hip when I had my first Super-O, subtle as may have been on the morning of July 4. Sunday afternoon after my ride from church let me off at the east entrance of my apartment, I climbed the…

Wow

I'm not sure what happened last night but what I had described as super-Os last week were without any doubt definitely nothing like super-O's. What hit me last night was the most extreme pleasure I have ever experienced in my life, and was definitely even beyond what I had in…

Third time is a charm?

So finally I had some free time with no one else home. As usual, I lubed up the Ice, laid on my left side, and gradually nudged the Ice inside. This time, I felt more relaxed, and as I clenched the anal sphincter muscles tightly to the point of fatigue…

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