twlltin's Journal
Meh!
[I]Stagnation or learning?[/I] Since the leap forward last weekend, I'm seeming to get diminishing results from each session. Those with the Aneros devices are less satisfactory. I'm not even getting mini-Os now, but the pleasant feeling of the peristaltic movement of the device is greatly magnified. There are still no other involuntary movements. I haven't…
Natural Jelly
The ingredients arrived all in the same delivery, so last evening I mixed up the brew: 3 Vitamin E capsules (400IU), pricked and their contents squeezed out 1.5mL Refined Shea Butter 5mL Beeswax (actually I measured a little more as they were in pellet form and didn't pack too well in the measurer) 45mL Grapeseed…
Calming down now
The last couple of days, I've mainly been enjoying the experience of sessions without the Aneros. The preparation and clean up are quicker for a start. [grin] I'm now starting to be able to cope with the spontaneous sensations. There's no [I]off switch[/I] as such, but I think I'm getting the ability to appreciate them…
Where's the off switch?
I went to bed at a reasonable time, as Monday is a work day. I had not planned a session at all. My body had different ideas. As I relaxed towards sleep, the feelings started again, and built towards similar experiences to this afternoon. When sleep finally did come, I had some very weird dreams…
New sensations
Lube: glycerine based; Vaseline on Maximus. I swore to myself I wouldn't have another session when I was feeling tired. Well, I did. There is definite progress happening, but the pace is slow and ambling. No involuntaries yet, dammit. Well, I say that, but I am getting some slow movement from what I'm told is…
Chat session explosion
[16:21:10] bsmith14: getting some nice p-waves right now [16:22:20] twlltin: Ah. I never chat whilst inserted. One reason is that my Aneroses are both "entire", so sitting on them is not an option. [16:22:35] twlltin: The other is that I'd find it too distracting. [16:22:56] bsmith14: I don't have anything inserted, just watching football pre…
Nice but cleaning up was messy
[B]Lube: Baby Oil Gel[/B] Although the baby oil gel (main component: liquid paraffin) kept me lubricated longer than any other lube I've tried, it is awful to clean off. Getting it off the skin is difficult; getting it off the toys was even more difficult. I had to resort to an ultrasonic cleaner and washing…
Desperately seeking involuntaries.
Lube: water/propylene glycol, vaseline on the Maximus I did the usual routine of "do nothing" for 45 minutes: just belly breathing and relaxing, and letting things happen. Got a mini-O within about ten minutes. It plateaued. I kept mental focus on any sensations the prostate area and around the 30-40 minute mark got a second,…
Maximus, take three
Lube: Grapeseed oil only. Started with no sensations and took 45 minutes to build to a mini-O which built to another mini-O. Added some nipple stimulation which caused a huge amount of arousal. Ended almost painfully aroused but with no relief coming. NB. penis was not invited in on the stimulation. After the session had…
The story so far…
I should have started a diary earlier... I got a Helix on Wednesday August 3rd, tried it out almost immediately, followed the instructions in the box, and was slightly disappointed at nothing much happening. Slightly pleasant buzz, but I reasoned that could have just been due to my physical exertions and deep breathing. Luckily I…