Been playing a little to get ready.

Story time! So I've been playing a little after reading up a lot. Got myself an aneros and waiting on it to show up. In the meantime I have a silicon rod that I've been exploring with. I believe I found the prostate. When I pressed on it gave me that sensation of having to pee or cum just behind my testicles and up from my taint about an inch or 2. Is this the sensation everyone talks about? Am I hitting the right spot?

When I started this session my heart was racing from excitement. I was on my side knee bent up like suggested. I then did very light clenches, that pressure became more intense/ the urge to pee became stronger. But it felt strangely good with that pressure. I focused on that with each clench. It was then that I noticed that I could hear my heartbeat very loudly on the pillow and with every clench it picked up in rate and loudness before slowing down after a few seconds. I could lower the time between clenches and that would make the rate go higher and higher. Am I on the right path? Should I continue to focus on my heartbeat or the good feeling?

And lastly, after about 40 minutes I got very little pleasure feelings with each clench so I stopped, but as I was walking around the house I noticed that pressure just behind my testickes and above my taint still remained, even after l peed and it's been awhile. Is this normal or did I do something to injure myself? Even now laying on my back if I squeeze my thighs together
Ir gives me this urge to pee. Is this normal or did i screw up?

To recap my questions are:

Am I hitting the right spot?

Am I on the right path? Should I continue to focus on my heartbeat or the good feeling?

Is this normal or did I do something to injure myself?

I'm really excited for my toy to show up and see how that affects me since this is little .25 in diameter rod and straight. Here's to getting more of those good pressure feelings I got with each clench with my aneros.