01/05/2016
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Hey everyone, I'm still on the Journey and only a few minor things to report. Firstly, I have sessions nearly everyday but the weekends are a family bust- which makes the Monday or Tuesday a little special. Secondly, I continue to not obtain the erection and the mental excitement is less fantasy and more direct visual (eg searching for the right porn) which is a distraction but fun too since I can tie p-waves directly with the right visual. Thirdly, have had several HFWOs...

09/14/2015
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Making consistent steady progress its seems - can work the pleasure up within minutes and with nipple stim plus thrusting/rocking, can ride the mini-Os within 30-45 min consistently. I am treating this like a milestone since I can sense more can come with more time and practice. Usually finishing off with a super-T but the occasional hand-free wet-O happens )probably due to nipple stim?(. Switching from a medium/light store purchased to a powder Cobeco solution later this week. I have definitely...

08/26/2015
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really pleased with tonight- was able to generate mini-os quicker and again probably 6 or so. They were also more intense and could definitely feel something much bigger was lurking with moments of increased body heat and definite pulse spikes. But alas, the super-o wasnt to be. Although I had a mini-o that had me thrashing for a moment but didnt experience the loss of control. Seems my Journey has starting to clear the forest. ...

08/25/2015
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have been traveling the Journey for a while now and this week am alone, so I treated myself to a new Progasm Jr. Had some good p-waves immediately with it but then was interrupted. Returned after soaking in a hot bath and some porn. I continue to break my no-porn rule...

07/19/2015
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had my first non-erect orgasm with cum today. Had some time, heavy thrusting and working it up. Pretty certain the cum came from stimulation caused by my cock bouncing against my inner thigh )was on side, both knees up at right angle(. But think its important since the cock stay soft. Wasn't actually certain it was all cum- was more runny and clearer than normal but thicker than precum. Happy hunting!...

07/12/2015
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tried weed last night- two good puffs. Has been years and it was strong. Jumped in a hot bath, watched some porn, then out for my session with Kelly Howell's ecstasy on. Definitely immediate and powerful session. Lots of involuntariness, i thunk a mini-o or two. And and overwhelming sense of how deep and good it could feel. The weed allowed a free-floating clutter-less mind interestingly and a deeper sense of relaxation. But typical of weed, questioning...

07/06/2015
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wow. Never expected the Helix to feel so good and so different than the Eupho and MGX. No wonder they say this is the best. Cant wait to enjoy tomorrow!...

06/25/2015
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Was sleeping last night )A-less( and all of a sudden wham with anal spasms and all. Woke me right awake, heart pounding, wondering if I physically spasmed or moaned and very curious if I woke y wife...