Had a pretty annoying session. I was in my room, enjoying my aneros. But I wasn't home alone, so people constanly disrupted me. This really made me stressy and annoyed. + my arousel level dropped to zero. On top of that the water-based lube seems to dry out too quickly,…
Session was better than last time, I was more relaxed. Progasm started to autofuck me real good about an hour in to the session. I felt I was about to orgasm, but my mind was like: "ERROR IllegalArgumentExpection: Prostate not registered as OrgasmProvider" (forgive me, I'm an IT guy). I…
I have been on this journey for 8 months. I have loved every minute of it. There has been ups and downs but I have trailed through it all and can't wait for more to come. Scratch that don't want to detour feature pleasures so I will take on what…
Well, my wife and daughter went off to visit another daughter and my grandchildren for the day and night. Around midnight Friday, I was wondering how my regular reflexes and possibilities were doing after the previous day's hypersensitivity. So down in my lounger, I undressed, lay back, put my laptop…
Welcome welcome welcome, on my blog. I'll share my experiences here about my journey to become "rewired". About me: I'm a 20yr old gay guy, so I've had my share of anal play. This will hopefully be an advantage on my journey. Start of Phase 1: Initiation So I unpacked…
I could get used to this. Exchanged help with someone in chat by taking turns listening to each other at bedtime which made me happy. Many mini orgasms overnight and on awakening. Had my usual dose of monatomic white gold sublingual. Practice and a demonstration of exchanging energy remotely on…
Well, I gave it a rest for a couple of days, and tried the peridise again. After about half an hour of just letting it happen and settling in, I was howling at the moon. )Quietly, my wife was asleep in her room( I was having a super-O every pwave,…
something new came up during this afternoon's session. I was doing nothing, just aware of the aneros caressing my prostate and pleasuring me and doing the tantric breathing. I was just going along this way and the thought popped into my head that something else is blocking my way to…
Just learning how to "suck" energy up my spine to my chest, head and back down my chest/heart, abdomen penis and prostate. Feels like a hot or icy hot wave that follows my breath and my attention around my trunk, amazing. The base of my spine feels very cool, temperature-wise.…
Well my friends I just had my first ever less session and I have never felt better. I rode over night and sleep well I took it out when I woke up. So this afternoon I was laying on the couch and out of the blue o had a rock…