Alaska's Journal
8-7 to 8-8-2019 – Overthinking it all
I had several sessions that were only so-so, I think I had expectations from the awesome overnight session. These were frustrating for me. I did spend a lot of time reading posts in the forum trying to figure out what the magic bullet was. I have now discovered there is not one and I need…
8-7-2019 – Sleeping with my Mistress Aneros
(I copied this from a forum post I made August 7th) Fantasy and reality, the line is getting blurry……. I could not sleep last night after spending an hour or so on the forums starting about 10:30 pm. (Note to self, reading this forum gets me worked up, maybe don’t read @ bedtime). After tossing…
8-5-2019 – First Aneros session
August 5th 2019 – My best memory from 3 weeks ago….. My first session with the helix syn was quite intriguing. I had a lot of OMG moments when I couldn’t really figure out what was happening. Possibly P waves, definitely lots of new feelings and some anal, prostate pleasure going on. I really don’t…
7-24-2019 – Vibrating butt plug
July 24th 2019 – My best memory of what happened about a month ago My vibrating butt plug arrived today from flesh light. I’m quite excited to try it out see what it will do for me and my masturbation sessions. I am only at this time beginning to learn about prostate massage in the…
7-24-2019 – The Beginning
I’m creating this blog to track my own progress. but will be adding more details than I would need for myself in case anyone else reads it and finds it helpful. This is my introduction in the forum….. http://community.aneros.com/community/forum/general-discussion/166053-a-new-world June/July 2019 I started exploring anal play, I had no clue what I was doing. And…
2-19-20
Great session today, I was trying to "hold" the device with 40% pressure. That was tough, used my fingers to feel it and trying to get used to what that is. Warmed up with Helix Syn, had some good feelings. Switched to Eupho and kept trying to just hold the device, and as I got…
SR 2 – Exploratory session
Tried to just find my prostrate, so not so much a session as just a spelunking expedition. Not sure, kinda think maybe I did. I did a lot of manual movement trying to find what feels good. Had some sensations so I guess I hit it or was close. It might be in further than…
MB – Pumping
Got a penis pump yesterday, first time was frustrating, but got myself hard enough with a cock ring to maintain a useable erection, not great, but useable. Read about ED & pumps, makes sense that it could help. I will try to pump daily for several weeks and see if there's any improvement in my…
SR #7 OK session – MB
No meditation to start, it did not seem to hurt or help my session. Lots of warm fuzzy all over feelings, pretty good pleasure from my nipples. After about an hour or so I rolled over and tried to do nothing, focus on the music. I seemed to want to move the Aneros some. I…
SR #4 Expecting nothing
Started with 15 minutes guided meditation. Nice relaxed session. No hard on. Caught myself chasing feelings when they built up, trying not to do that. I did pretty good one time, trying to just stay where I was. Kind of a overall "warm" feeling sort of thing. Couldn't stay there long, but at least I…