Oh my god it's real! What worked for me

Sounds incredible.

I'd like to see the videos if you are able to share them.

Sounds fantastic!  I'm experimenting with the thrusting aspect.  Your vids might help me with my technique.  Yes, please share your vids if possible.  Or send vids directly to us, if possible.  Sure could use the help.

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Finally, I decided to bluff and say "Oh my god I'm cumming". I thought I was bluffing, but it sent me over the edge.

Oh man, yeah. It's so weird when that happens. I've had that too, the sort of thing where it feels like you're bluffing, but at the same time, it's like you're opening yourself to it. Maybe giving yourself permission to feel it. Opening a hole where something can come flooding in. Being in the zone and willing pleasure into existence was a big feature of my sessions when I used to ride high.

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Now that I know what it feels like, I will try to wean myself off the THC.

Probably a good idea. I left my THC experiment running a few years too long, and I've had a hard time getting back to good sober sessions since I quit. Though I really went wild with it, never having sober sessions because the stoned sessions were so good. This might not be your experience, but I feel like some caution should be exercised. When THC sessions absolutely dwarf your sober sessions, it gets very tempting to just use it all the time, and never ride sober.

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To be honest, before yesterday I was growing disillusioned and thinking I would never achieve the orgasms that people write about on this forum. I even thought that people might be exaggerating, and that I had already experienced one. I'm so glad I was wrong.

I'm happy for you. Some people on the forum over the years have described it like discovering masturbation again for the first time. It's even more crazy when you consider most guys have no idea about the possibilities.

Thanks everyone for your replies! The videos seem OK to share with light editing, so I'll put them online somewhere this week.

I had another session yesterday, but I was too physically tired from my Sunday session to have more than a couple orgasms, so I'll need to take some rest. I was able to try out the Eupho and Progasm, though; the Eupho felt the way a lightsaber sounds, waving around my insides, seemingly vibrating imperceptibly fast. By manipulating the depth of the Eupho I could literally control the movement of my body, like I was piloting a Gundam or something from its ass! The Progasm felt similar to the Helix, but slower, and honestly maybe a little too long, like it was almost missing the mark.

I also found a really funny, interesting, thought-provoking side effect of the prostate play; after I tuned in and was able to start an "auto-fucking" rhythm at will, I took a break but kept the Progasm inserted. I found that if I squeezed the toy while I walked, it put a rhythmic bounce in my step! And if I stood still and just moved my hips from side to side they would start to gyrate like a belly dancer. The motion was completely autonomous and self-sustaining, but I could slow it down or speed it up at will, both with the motion of my body and the tension in my pelvic muscles. I am not a bad dancer normally, but I'm not usually able to perform such fluid, sensual hip movement.

What's more, the side effect has outlasted having a toy inserted. Just by paying attention to my PC and sphincter muscles, maybe contracting them very lightly, I can start the gyrations, or a rhythmic step. It makes me wonder if certain kinds of dancers are able to tap into this semi-autonomous function through their training or natural gifts. Or maybe they are all into butt stuff! 😀

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Oh man, yeah. It's so weird when that happens. I've had that too, the sort of thing where it feels like you're bluffing, but at the same time, it's like you're opening yourself to it. Maybe giving yourself permission to feel it. Opening a hole where something can come flooding in.

Yea, it definitely felt like I was giving myself permission to feel it, that's a good way to put it!

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When THC sessions absolutely dwarf your sober sessions, it gets very tempting to just use it all the time, and never ride sober.

Thanks for the warning. Last night's session was with half the dosage, and that worked just as well. Next time I will try only using CBD, or nothing at all. I find that it really takes me awhile to relax my anus enough to allow for more motion of whatever I have inserted.

Congrats, I would love to see the videos too.

I'm in the trying camp yet, I've been using aneros for 12 years and although I have some nice feelings here and there nothing close to the bliss of an orgasm (or better!).

Unfortunately in my country thc is not legal yet but I'm very keen on trying as I think making my mind wander off a bit would work wonders for me.

Thank you for sharing this, you give a slight hope to guys like me 🙂

Congrats on the huge achievement. Have also said things in the moment that I never thought would say. It really is next level those sessions. But important to remember they will not always be like that. They are far and few between.

For anyone struggling with tug of war. I've found the best way is to be the one tugging it out and not in. I always try and pull the anerous out instead of pulling it in.

I think along the lines of. If we want the aneros moving around and twitching we have to be relaxed. It can't move around on its own if we have it sucked in and gripping onto it. So always release for me.

After awhile you don't even know what is happening down there and just relax and enjoy.

Here's my recordings! Be nice 😊 

https://www.erome.com/a/ODscEWFG

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For anyone struggling with tug of war. I've found the best way is to be the one tugging it out and not in. I always try and pull the anerous out instead of pulling it in.

I think along the lines of. If we want the aneros moving around and twitching we have to be relaxed. It can't move around on its own if we have it sucked in and gripping onto it. So always release for me.

Great observation and very true ! You're much more likely to get an "involuntary contraction" then an "involuntary release". If your muscle are tensed up, it's quite possible to stay that way for a whole session, thinking you are doing nothing but in fact locking the device in place...

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Congrats on the huge achievement. Have also said things in the moment that I never thought would say.

Thank you! It is a very strange experience for normally voluntary body functions like speech and muscle movement to become involuntary.

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It really is next level those sessions. But important to remember they will not always be like that. They are far and few between.

Honestly, that might be for the best! That session really wiped me out, haha. I'm just grateful it happened even once. I have gotten little reminders of it throughout the week, in the form of little flutters in my abdomen, or a general feeling of lightness around my prostate. If I focus on the feeling I can make it grow and last longer, and even move it around a little. Our bodies are so weird!

Yesterday I bought a pair of nipple trainers and wore them to bed overnight, along with the Tempo. I slept a bit and woke up to some wonderful sensations. My body was again starting to automatically recoil from the strokes of the Tempo, which is what started the auto-fucking rhythm in my previous session. This time with no THC! I did not progress it any further, as my wife was in the bed and I wanted us both to get a good night's sleep. 

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I think along the lines of. If we want the aneros moving around and twitching we have to be relaxed. It can't move around on its own if we have it sucked in and gripping onto it. So always release for me.

I strongly agree. For me it is more obvious with the Tempo, but the principle applies to the other massagers as well. When the Tempo starts to slip out, my muscles will reflexively twitch to keep it back in. If I don't relax, my muscles will just hold it in and nothing will happen, but if I do relax, the Tempo starts to almost "swing", and the more relaxed I can be, the stronger the reflexive contraction, which results in a longer stroke that feels really nice.

@diddlemethis

@diddlemethis 

Great vids.  Really helped me with my efforts toward fuller Super Os.  Thank you for sharing these vids.

@diddlemethis Hi, great videos thanks for sharing! A few things I would really like to know if possible? What devices are you using in the videos? also the movements you are doing, what are they? are you contracting or something with them? lastly are you lying/sitting on a couch?

Thanks!

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Hi, great videos thanks for sharing!

My pleasure! I hope it helps someone feel as good as I did! 

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What devices are you using in the videos?

I'm using a Helix Trident, the plastic version. I started that session with the Tempo.

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also the movements you are doing, what are they? are you contracting or something with them?

First, my ass is pulling the Helix in, then, my body pulls away from it because it tickles my prostate. Then, my ass, along with gravity and inertia from my hip motion, pushes it out. It happens over and over again, producing a hip rocking motion. It's hard to tell in this position because it's fast, but in other positions it's slower and it looks like I'm having sex. 

This is all automatic. I can move my body, tighten it relax various muscles, and that will affect the angle, depth and speed, but the contractions and hip motions are involuntary. 

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lastly are you lying/sitting on a couch?

In the first two I am on my knees, leaning back onto the edge of my bed, in the final one I am squatting, still leaning back onto my bed. The camera is on the floor.

@diddlemethis

Congrats on your breakthrough!  You learned so much in that session.  Now don’t change a thing, but what works for me is less of strokes, and more of pressing into various trigger spots.

To recap for newbies and for my own pleasure of reminiscing, here are some of the most important things you discovered about yourself, in my opinion

Less so a spot than a general region with many triggers.

Allowing zoning out into unfocused awareness and peaceful enjoyment.  Erotic mental imagery.  Finding your body moving on its own.

Moving the toy

“By relaxing or tensing my PC and sphincter muscles, by bearing down or contracting my stomach, by pressing down with my feet, by squeezing my buttocks, I could completely control the angle, speed, and depth of the strokes.”

Permit novel sensations, patiently figure them out as you go along

“I started getting P-waves. There was no rhyme or reason to when they came, and I couldn't figure out the right angle to trigger them. They started like little flashes of laughter in my groin (…). I stopped trying to make them happen and just appreciated them when they did.”

Have confidence in the process

“At this point I was very afraid that what I had experienced was a fluke, that my mysterious partner would be gone forever after I removed the Tempo, and the Helix wouldn't be able to reproduce it. I was wrong.”

Wrapping you body around (it), and not clenching allows perception of subtle movements

“I began to perceive that the Helix was actually not moving at all: it was stationary, floating in the air, and my whole body was moving around it. I found that if I really relaxed my anus (…)”

Playing new positions by ear, running with them

“At this point, the Helix had found its target, and it seemed like it was perfectly calibrated to hit my prostate from any angle I desired. I found that I could achieve an orgasm from just about any position that allowed sufficient hip movement, so I got fucked in all kinds of positions; cowgirl, squatting off the edge of the bed, on all fours, prone, on my side.”

Feed-forward moans, “fake it”; increasing pleasure with use of tension is an option

“Finally, I decided to bluff and say "Oh my god I'm cumming". I thought I was bluffing, but it sent me over the edge.  I couldn't take it any more, I tensed every muscle in my ass and abdomen. I held that for maybe 10 seconds, and I could feel my existence squeeze through the eye of a needle.”

Nipples, other erogenous zones

“Sometimes stroking, scraping or pinching them would trigger a ticklish sensation on either side of my balls, and I would feel the "center" of pleasure shift forward, closer to my penis, (…)”

Believe it!

“I was in utter disbelief at what happened.”

“To be honest, before yesterday I was growing disillusioned and thinking I would never achieve the orgasms that people write about on this forum. I even thought that people might be exaggerating, and that I had already experienced one.”

“There was almost no downtime between Os. I could keep going and going.”

@helical , thank you so much for your reply and advice! Reading your post is getting me excited for the next time ☺️

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Now don’t change a thing, but what works for me is less of strokes, and more of pressing into various trigger spots.

Haha, I think I agree with you but the stroking is just so much fun and it feels really sexy. It's true when I focused more on hitting the regions that felt good, and nurturing those good feelings, rather than just thrusting and stroking I got closer to orgasm, but I think I still have this ingrained notion that if I climax it's over, and I didn't want it to be over! 

@diddlemethis

Congratulations on the achievement. This is like discovering a new color.

Great videos that help other users get a sense of what to expect or what happens during a session (even if it differs in some ways from person to person).

Exciting and pleasant to see the other overflowing with pleasure. 🤤

The videos are great, thanks!

One question, regarding the 3 videos, were you having orgasms during them? Or was an orgasm only at the end?

For unexperts like me it would be great if I had subtitles on what is happening 🙂

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The videos are great, thanks!

Thank you!

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One question, regarding the 3 videos, were you having orgasms during them? Or was an orgasm only at the end?

I had an orgasm at the end of the 3rd video. I honestly don't fully remember about the other two, but I think I stopped early because the video was getting long.

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For unexperts like me it would be great if I had subtitles on what is happening 🙂

I definitely intend to make more recordings in future sessions. If it's not too distracting for me, I can narrate what I'm feeling in them.

I am making progress towards doing this without THC. I have been training my nipples and they are starting to wake up, and playing with them builds the sweetest ache between my legs. Last night I woke up to find my anus and PC pulsing, as if I had a toy inserted, and my body was starting to react to it. I could feel the same warm, light, kind of ticklish feeling that I felt in the heat of my first session. I was so excited that I ran to the bathroom and tried to insert the helix, but the logistics of doing that seemed to stifle the feeling. I probably could have stayed in bed and had an aless orgasm, or gotten close.

I think for me, if having a Super-O is like building a fire, the THC is like lighter fluid; it is an easy, reliable way to start the fire, even in damp conditions. Without it, the kindling process is much more fragile. You have to be attentive, and delicate, and patient, and sometimes the conditions won't be right for it.

Mate your post has re energized my efforts. For a long I've been kind of plateaued but after reading your post I actually had a great session with full body O's. They weren't the best I had, but it's been a while since I was able to have even that. Thank you.

@diddlemethis don't worry about narrating what you're feeling, that defeats the purpose of being super relaxed 🙂 I meant putting subtitles *after* you recorded, but in any case the videos are awesome with or without any info 🙂

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@diddlemethis don't worry about narrating what you're feeling, that defeats the purpose of being super relaxed 🙂 I meant putting subtitles *after* you recorded, but in any case the videos are awesome with or without any info 🙂

Oh, well I was thinking that talking about what I'm feeling could be kind of hot. But I will look into doing subtitles once I feel more confident in my sessions.

It's another Sunday, and I had another successful session--this time all natural, no THC or CBD!

https://www.erome.com/a/VPDMAY4i

No subtitles, but I can give some short commentary here. It takes a lot of concentration to keep these sessions going, but as I get better I'd like to do some videos that are a little more "educational", and also demonstrate some of the weirder effects like the dancing I mentioned earlier and the "remote-control" effect of the eupho.

In the first video I am using the MGX, on my bed, on all fours. At this point I was already warmed up, so just starting a few contractions with my ass was enough to start an involuntary thrusting motion. If you watched the other videos you might notice the motion looks more violent; that is due to the shape of the MGX which I'll talk about later. I tried changing angles a bit; leaning forward allowed for really great movement; putting my face down really restricted my movement; pushing my ass further back hit the sweet spot. This video ends with an orgasm that surprised me, as I found the MGX to be a little too intense.

In the second video I am using the Progasm Jr. ice, and I am squatting off the side of the bed, like in my previous videos. This was immediately after the first video. As always, I start a few contractions with my ass, drawing the progasm in. My body recoils from it, I guess because it feels ticklish. This creates a bouncing/riding motion. When I squeeze my anus, the motions get smaller and it looks like I'm convulsing. When I relax, the motions get larger and more sex-like. My legs involuntarily quake when the progasm is in a really nice spot. You can also see me rubbing my belly in this video; this seemed to spread the pleasure around, so it wasn't so concentrated in my groin. I did not come in this video, but I felt amazing. It was the end of a >3 hour session and I was pretty tired. I would say I was a bit too tense overall here because I was excited about the progasm jr. and I was impatient to come on camera.

What I found was that without the THC it took a *lot* of prep work and creativity to get "warmed up" and receptive, but after I was turned on, the quality of pleasure was about the same. I found something that seems to work, but also tried a lot of things that didn't work. Porn, for example, didn't work. Doing nothing didn't work (for me!). Nipple play helped.

Ultimately what seemed to really work to wake up my prostate and ass was the Tempo. Specifically, I got into the squatting position from the second video above, so gravity was pulling the Tempo out of my ass. You can't see it in the video, but I was in front of a large mirror. With assistance from gravity, I did the "tug-of-war" technique and got some pretty good motion from the Tempo, but it was still a manual, voluntary action.

While doing this, I watched myself in the mirror. I looked at my body, and I touched the places that I looked, gently, as if I were touching someone else. I played with my nipples, occasionally putting nipple suckers on them. I imagined putting my mouth on my own nipples. I looked myself in the eyes. In general I looked at myself as someone I would desire. I imagined myself getting more aroused, then I watched myself getting more aroused, starting to breath deeper. I noticed pleasure starting to bloom below my navel, and I focused on those feelings, trying to sustain them with my mind.

After maybe 10-15 minutes of this, my body started moving on its own, and I felt the familiar feeling of it recoiling from the motion of the toy. I kept this position for maybe another 10 minutes to really make sure it would "stick". Then I switched to a less physically demanding position on my back and had more fun with the Tempo, eventually switching between the MGX and Progasm Jr.

I would say that the Tempo is my favorite aneros toy, by far. I have yet to come from it, but it gives me waves of pleasure, it is easy to use (even overnight), easy to clean, and it turns my body on to receiving pleasure from the prostate-focused toys.

Out of the prostate toys, I have tried every unpowered shape except the Maximus, over 3 sessions. I don't have a favorite yet. Here is my sensation of the "impact" from each toy.

• MGX - Like a fucking pneumatic hammer, oh my god. The angle on this toy is so aggressive! It's like you're hitting a stone wall. It's honestly a little too much.
• Eupho - A vibrating icy-hot steel ball tap-tap-tapping. It feels like it's constantly vibrating. It's overwhelming, but could become my favorite with experience.
• Progasm - Like a soft, heavy sandbag swinging into you. It is fun, but a bit slow, a bit dull. Feels like it's too long.
• Progasm Jr - Size is perfect. Moves much more than Progasm. Feels gentle sometimes, rough other times.
• Helix - Less of an "impact" and more of a constant sensation, like a pair of hands massaging dough.

If I could only buy two toys, I would get the Tempo and either the Progasm Jr, Helix, or Eupho. Probably the Progasm Jr because I prefer the "ice" material.

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Mate your post has re energized my efforts.

I'm so glad I could help! Every prostate owner owes it to themselves to experience this pleasure. I won't go into too much details but at this time in my life, it was really, really nice to know that I could make myself feel this way. It was kind of an emotional experience.

@diddlemethis I'm really enjoying this saga.  I think your descriptions of the different Aneros models' various qualities is really wonderful.  The Eupho's in particular is one that I can see being very accurate by my perspective, though my sensations are nowhere near as intense as yours yet.  Interesting how the MGX is so intense an experience for you, though, because I've always considered it to be less effective than the Helix.  Then again watching your video you are obviously not holding the level of tension back there that I have and the conversation above has been revealing to me!  The MGX's tapering design makes it want to slide inside of me as far as it can possibly go and the pressure of the P- and K-tabs makes it all that harder not to clench up my rectum. 

Your perspective has definitely given me more to think about, and since I just bought the Tempo back in November I think I need to start warming up a bit differently than I have been! 

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I'm really enjoying this saga.

Thanks! I am too! 🙂

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Interesting how the MGX is so intense an experience for you, though, because I've always considered it to be less effective than the Helix.

I also find it less effective than the Helix! Sometimes more intense isn't always better. It feels clumsy. I definitely enjoy the ridges on the base, though! And it certainly moves around a lot. 

I've been thinking since this all began, once in awhile I would really like to be able to ejaculate from anal/prostate stimulation, without touching my penis, but I'm not sure how to go about it. I have an inkling that I could use my nipples to bridge the pleasure from my ass to my penis, but it is hard to play with my nipples without getting distracted from "the main show". I've also been thinking that it might be easier to do with a dildo. For anyone who is able to have a hands-free wet orgasm, how do you do it? Any tips?

I'm also trying to place the orgasms I've had on the spectrum to Super-O. They have been mind-blowing, but I think they could get even better, from what I've read on this forum and elsewhere. I think my limiter so far has been physical stamina; my "style" of play has been very physically demanding so far. I could pursue a more gentle style, or if I could figure out how to warm up more easily, that would leave me with more gas in the tank. In my first session, each orgasm was better than the previous one. If I didn't get tired (and high) I could have kept going and it may have kept getting better.

Finally, I'm wondering how playing with aneros compares to having sex with a man (or any penis owner). Has anyone here had a super-o or full body orgasm being penetrated with a penis? How did it feel compared to an aneros?

@diddlemethis 

What has been your rest time between one session and another? Well, rest 1 or 2 days between sessions, this allows your body to regain strength and sensitivity 😉.

Regarding hands-free orgasms, you may be able to achieve them through your nipples. With an excited body (a few days without sexual activity) without aneros or with aneros, simply stimulate the nipples for a medium long time (1 hour approximately) assuming that you are feeling pleasure from it. There will normally come a point during nipple stimulation that some contractions in preparation for ejaculation will begin, from then on just continue. It usually requires effort, concentration and persistence to learn the "way".

A long time ago I didn't  feel pleasure or very little pleasure in my nipples, today I have great sensitivity in them. It's a matter of time, experimentation and learning.

Regarding orgasm with real penetration, I'm also curious about the answer, I imagine that a Super O doesn't happen with penetration (Penis or Dildo). I always think anal orgasms with dildo friction are different.

Don't rush your brain will learn the rhythm, in the near future you may consider not using the nipples (I personally find the pleasure between using nipples during an aneros session different from using aneros without nipple stimulation).

@soul-pleasure

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What has been your rest time between one session and another? Well, rest 1 or 2 days between sessions, this allows your body to regain strength and sensitivity 😉.

My first 2 sessions were 1 day apart, but I think I am settling into one session per week, with some self-teasing between sessions 😊 

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Regarding hands-free orgasms, you may be able to achieve them through your nipples. [...]

A long time ago I didn't  feel pleasure or very little pleasure in my nipples, today I have great sensitivity in them. It's a matter of time, experimentation and learning.

Thanks! I have been playing with my nipples and intermittently wearing nipple suckers since my first session, and I have gone from effectively "dead" nipples to being able to create a straining, aching type of pleasure from playing with them. But I can only do it for a few seconds at a time until the sensation stops.

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Regarding orgasm with real penetration, I'm also curious about the answer, I imagine that a Super O doesn't happen with penetration (Penis or Dildo). I always think anal orgasms with dildo friction are different.

Yea, my suspicion is that the super-o from prostate stimulation requires such delicate and specific movements that if you wanted to get it from sex, your partner might get bored, uncomfortable, or have trouble maintaining an erection. But I'm speaking from a place of ignorance. I foresee some dildo play in the not-to-distant future...

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Don't rush your brain will learn the rhythm, in the near future you may consider not using the nipples (I personally find the pleasure between using nipples during an aneros session different from using aneros without nipple stimulation).

Thanks for the advice! I feel like "Don't rush your brain will learn the rhythm" is great advice in general for aneros toys. I think that now that I know super-os are real I feel less pressure to rush towards them, and I can just enjoy and appreciate whatever my body wants to give me on a given day.

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I've been thinking since this all began, once in awhile I would really like to be able to ejaculate from anal/prostate stimulation, without touching my penis, but I'm not sure how to go about it.For anyone who is able to have a hands-free wet orgasm, how do you do it? Any tips?

Personally, I've never been able to have a HFWO with an Aneros but other men have. Here are a couple of threads which discuss this issue, perhaps you'll find a clue in one of them. Just can't achieve a "hands free" orgasm, Finally a hands-free orgasm! & Achieving hands-free ejaculation...continued

Good Vibes to You!

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I had the most unbelievable experience yesterday. I feel so loved, and so grateful that my body is capable of these sensations. Even now, a day later, there is a glowing feeling in my belly.

I have experimented with anal play, on and off, since I was an adolescent. I've never had anal sex. I'm now in my mid 30s. I've tried various toys and plugs, and a few aneros massagers, and while it felt nice to stimulate all the nerves in that area, nothing really ever happened. I never felt like I hit "the spot", so to speak. I never really pursued prostate orgasms in earnest and just went on with my life.

Over the past 4 months or so, my interest in prostate orgasms was rekindled, and I acquired several aneros devices; the Progasm, the Eupho, the Helix, the Tempo, and the Peridise. I have an MGX on the way too. I used one or some of them around 2-3 times per week, sometimes overnight, sometimes just for an hour or so. At last, yesterday, I had multiple (at least 6) orgasms over a 2 hour session.

What "unlocked" the path for me was the Tempo. The Tempo was the key.

Tempo really helped me initially to learn the tug-of-war technique, to generate a stroking motion using my PC and sphincter. The weight of the tempo helps to make the strokes longer and deeper, and made them easier to sustain compared to having nothing. This skill transferred easily to the other devices. I learned to do this within a week of getting the Tempo. Still, I wasn't really feeling anything.

Finally, yesterday I decided to take two 1:1 weed gummies (2.5mg THC/2.5mg CBD) during my session. In hindsight, two was too much, and I should have just taken one. I had the Tempo inserted as the weed started to take its effect, and was using the tug-of-war technique to get it moving.

I was on my back, legs slightly spread, knees up, feet flat on the bed, hands under my butt to prop it up. My eyes were closed. I started to feel like I was entering a dream, and had a vague vision that my bed, with me on it, was transported to some night-time, star-lit desert scene. And I perceived that I was not alone. There was someone there, with their hands on my hips, and they were thrusting the Tempo into me. I tried not to realize that I was in a dream, I tried to stay in it. I eventually became aware that my hips were moving in sync with the strokes of the Tempo. Then my whole body was moving. It was like the Tempo was slamming into me with the full force and weight of another person, and my whole body recoiled from the impact. I was being fucked by an apparition.

I eventually discovered that I could control this apparition like a puppet. By relaxing or tensing my PC and sphincter muscles, by bearing down or contracting my stomach, by pressing down with my feet, by squeezing my buttocks, I could completely control the angle, speed, and depth of the strokes. I visualized an impossibly skilled lover who could enter me from any angle, even change angles at the drop of a hat, and who always matched my rhythm. I was in heaven, but it was just the beginning.

I started getting P-waves. There was no rhyme or reason to when they came, and I couldn't figure out the right angle to trigger them. They started like little flashes of laughter in my groin, just behind my penis, then radiated outwards like warm water. I stopped trying to make them happen and just appreciated them when they did.

After some indeterminate period of using the Tempo, I removed it and inserted the Helix. At this point I was very afraid that what I had experienced was a fluke, that my mysterious partner would be gone forever after I removed the Tempo, and the Helix wouldn't be able to reproduce it. I was wrong.

After about 1 minute of downtime from transitioning to the Helix, my spectral lover came back. With my eyes closed I could visualize strong hands pulling my hips into the Helix, and my ass slamming into another pelvis. I could almost imagine the sound of skin slapping on skin. The auto-fucking from the Tempo had transferred to the Helix. Only now it was different. The Helix was curving upwards into me. It felt like it was driving into something bright. 5 out of every 10 strokes ended with a light sensation that I could best describe as a giggle in my groin.

I kept using my pelvic muscles to pull my lover's puppet strings. I marveled at how responsive the strokes were. I began to perceive that the Helix was actually not moving at all: it was stationary, floating in the air, and my whole body was moving around it. I found that if I really relaxed my anus, the strokes became slower and impossibly long, as if the helix were pulling out of me completely only to slam back inside on the next stroke, with great force. That was the first time I moaned.

At some point, my feet slipped off the edge of the bed, and I was in a spread eagle position. The strokes became shorter and faster. Impossibly fast. I could even tense my muscles to approach the speed of a vibrator, but I always relaxed again, because tensing too much might make the motion stop.

I decided to try deliberately moaning. This is what sent me over. Initially my moans were wordless, then I started talking to my imaginary lover. "Yes!", "Oh my god, right there!", "Fuck me harder", "That feels so good". Finally, I decided to bluff and say "Oh my god I'm cumming". I thought I was bluffing, but it sent me over the edge. The strokes became faster and faster and shorter and shorter. You could no longer call them strokes, they were vibrations. But each one was generating a wave of pleasure. I couldn't take it any more, I tensed every muscle in my ass and abdomen. I held that for maybe 10 seconds, and I could feel my existence squeeze through the eye of a needle.

I finally relaxed, a bit, and a more casual, gentle pace of stroking took over as a wave of calm rushed over me. I could hear my heart pounding in my ears, and perceived my heart rate slowing down to a more normal pace. I was in utter disbelief at what happened.

At this point, the Helix had found its target, and it seemed like it was perfectly calibrated to hit my prostate from any angle I desired. I found that I could achieve an orgasm from just about any position that allowed sufficient hip movement, so I got fucked in all kinds of positions; cowgirl, squatting off the edge of the bed, on all fours, prone, on my side. I even got fucked standing up, back against a door frame, and then bent over my kitchen counter.

I tried playing with my nipples. Sometimes stroking, scraping or pinching them would trigger a ticklish sensation on either side of my balls, and I would feel the "center" of pleasure shift forward, closer to my penis, but most of the time playing with my nipples had no effect. I will have to train them more.

There was almost no downtime between Os. I could keep going and going. Each time I had to moan and talk to push myself over the edge. I never ejaculated; one time I tickled my frenulum very briefly, before resuming intense self-fucking, and I feel like that was the closest I came to ejaculating. I was vaguely aware that the pounding was taking a toll on my body, but I wasn't concerned, as I am in pretty good shape.

What ultimately ended my session was the weed; I simply got too high and it was distracting. I regretted taking the double dose. Now that I know what it feels like, I will try to wean myself off the THC.

For me, the visualization of getting fucked by someone else was really what helped to start the automatic motion that ultimately brought me to orgasm, and the speed and weight of the tempo was instrumental in teaching me the sensation and motion. I am really looking forward to doing this again, maybe with the Eupho next time.

I am also thinking about finding some way to secure my penis, because during the really intense periods of stroking, it would flop around a lot and become distracting. Towards the end I put on a pair of underwear to reduce the flopping, but I missed being able to see my penis grow and shrink. A cage might be fun.

I recorded a couple videos. If I can confirm they don't share too much and find some hosting, I might share them here.

To be honest, before yesterday I was growing disillusioned and thinking I would never achieve the orgasms that people write about on this forum. I even thought that people might be exaggerating, and that I had already experienced one. I'm so glad I was wrong.

As I write this, the day after, my ass is a little sore. My stomach, lower back, and thighs are sore. It really feels like I got fucked by someone else. Someone who was rough when I needed them to be, and tender when I needed them to be. They were completely tuned in to my body and my needs, and they took care of me. It was me. I made love to myself. I didn't think it was possible.

@diddlemethis