I think I'd be having my first non ejaculatory orgasm....
I am sitting here at my dear and my anus is in spasms but there's nothing in my butt to get the feel back loop started:(
Aw man!
There's only a mental block stopping you. You may not realise it now, but there's really no need for that lump of plastic to be there. When you do come to understand that, you'll realise how much of a mixed blessing that can be.
@twlltin I'm sensing that that is a mixed blessing because you deal with it yourself? Actually, if you don't mind, why specifically is that a bad thing for YOU? Haha what happened that made you feel that way?
It's not really a bad thing, once you get to the point where you can control it. It can strike at inconvenient times at first.