08-10-2019 - (forum post) I had a really amazing session the other day, and in the midst of my blissful feelings, my mind wandered away. It was almost like a detached brain thing and I was trying to go through the checklist to figure out what feelings I was having. As I think back on that, I think, what the heck was I doing? (Shhhhhhhhh) be still brain. Then afterwards I was trying to think back on what happened and compare it...
8-7-2019 through 8-18-2019 I had several sessions that were only so-so, I think I had expectations from the awesome overnight session. These were frustrating for me. I did spend a lot of time reading posts in the forum trying to figure out what the magic bullet was. I have now discovered there is not one and I need to just ride the waves however they come. My frustration led to desiring a traditional orgasm at the end of a session. As a...
08-07-2019 (I copied this from a forum post I made August 7th) Fantasy and reality, the line is getting blurry...
July 24th 2019 - My best memory of what happened about a month ago My vibrating butt plug arrived today from flesh light. I'm quite excited to try it out see what it will do for me and my masturbation sessions. I am only at this time beginning to learn about prostate massage in the Aneros toy. So when this vibrating toy was purchased, it was simply going to be a bonus or turbocharger for my masturbation. Having read how to have...
I'm creating this blog to track my own progress. but will be adding more details than I would need for myself in case anyone else reads it and finds it helpful. This is my introduction in the forum...