I wrote this a year ago with a series of 3 porn stories to use as aids to my arousal when riding. They were all remembrances of real events. Turns out they were fun to write! I didn't intend to post this here but by…

I'm putting a checkmark next to this entry. I've been experimenting with salvia for some time and continue to do so occasionally. My ally has taught me to be comfortable with being out of my body for short periods and has shown me some interesting…

Some things I've learned about my emotions and helping others heal emotionally • Need a sense of safety to feel emotions • When safe enough, emotions come up to awareness and can be accessed • The presence of someone who is trusted and comfortable with…

(I've been reading Master Mantak Chia's book "Becoming a Multiorgasmic Man" and found this section on sex between men that was so important that I'm quoting him at length here. For more information and to buy his book go to http://www.amazon.com/Mantak-Chia/e/B000APK3LG/ref=sr_tc_2_0?qid=1403538957&sr=8-2-ent) Yang and Yang For…

What is internet chat? Real time verbal interactions between people that can influence the minds of both in sometimes surprising directions and can potentially change one or both. Usually it's just fun banter with a natural rhythm and sometimes amusing chatter. Or boring. Occasionally I…

Guided breathing meditation I duplicated this entry because I edited it and wanted it at the top of my blogs. this meditation is a very simplified kundalini Circular Breathing, Tantric Cool Draw or Chinese Microcosmic Orbit. I've also edited this blog after getting feedback from…

I've been thinking about how I came out as gay at 32 years old recently. I noticed in chat how straight people don't understand what an earth shaking event it is to initially acknowledge yourself as gay. Some people come out early and some later…

Hopeful-MMO posed an interesting proposition, "If Every Man Had an Aneros". Here's my take: men would discover a new world of bliss. men would learn to understand and appreciate their bodies. women would be grateful. there would be more"wanted" babies as they got control of…

I've noticed that for me the butterflies in the stomach can mean either I'm aroused or I'm scared. If I focus on breathing, I can either calm myself down or explore the arousal. Yesterday I tried for the calmness but got the anxiety instead. There…

Guided breathing meditation – this is a duplicate – see the earlier version above )more edits. this meditation is similar to kundalini circular breathing( )I've edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher.( I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise…