I wrote this a year ago with a series of 3 porn stories to use as aids to my arousal when riding. They were all remembrances of real events. Turns out they were fun to write! I didn't intend to post this here but by popular request )thank you @Neros( I am finally posting it. Enjoy...
I'm putting a checkmark next to this entry. I've been experimenting with salvia for some time and continue to do so occasionally. My ally has taught me to be comfortable with being out of my body for short periods and has shown me some interesting processes going on inside me. I've learned to isolate my perineum muscles and how to use them. It just seems to know what I need to learn. I'll continue to explore with my ally. I...
Some things I've learned about my emotions and helping others heal emotionally • Need a sense of safety to feel emotions • When safe enough, emotions come up to awareness and can be accessed • The presence of someone who is trusted and comfortable with witnessing emotions facilitates the expression of emotion • I can access my emotions when alone if I'm centered in myself and feel safe enough • The safety of the setting facilitates the expression of emotion • The contrast between the safety...
(I've been reading Master Mantak Chia's book "Becoming a Multiorgasmic Man" and found this section on sex between men that was so important that I'm quoting him at length here. For more information and to buy his book go to http://www.amazon.com/Mantak-Chia/e/B000APK3LG/ref=sr_tc_2_0?qid=1403538957&sr=8-2-ent) Yang and Yang For Gay Men China, like all civilizations, has long acknowledged the practice of homosexuality. Historically it was called lung-yang, after the name of a fourth-century B.c.prince’s male lover, or tuan-hsiu, “the cut sleeve,†recalling an emperor who was...
What is internet chat? Real time verbal interactions between people that can influence the minds of both in sometimes surprising directions and can potentially change one or both. Usually it's just fun banter with a natural rhythm and sometimes amusing chatter. Or boring. Occasionally I get the extraordinary encounters when I least expect it. Someone will slip into my heart somehow and I'll fall in love or feel a connection or emotion coming from them, or they'll feel an emotion...
Guided breathing meditation I duplicated this entry because I edited it and wanted it at the top of my blogs. this meditation is a very simplified kundalini Circular Breathing, Tantric Cool Draw or Chinese Microcosmic Orbit. I've also edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher. I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise that I put together from several sources especially my intuition. I do it with any model aneros prostate massager or without any aneros at...
I've been thinking about how I came out as gay at 32 years old recently. I noticed in chat how straight people don't understand what an earth shaking event it is to initially acknowledge yourself as gay. Some people come out early and some later but is it always a big change in how we think of ourselves. I cam out after 32 years of being afraid of that side of me that is sexually and emotionally attrracted to other...
Hopeful-MMO posed an interesting proposition, "If Every Man Had an Aneros". Here's my take: men would discover a new world of bliss. men would learn to understand and appreciate their bodies. women would be grateful. there would be more"wanted" babies as they got control of their sexuality. families would be stronger, more loving, more sexual. men would be less"productive" until they had explored themselves. then they would find new ways to be productive, more meaningful ways. straight men would be more understanding of gay and bisexual men, and...
I've noticed that for me the butterflies in the stomach can mean either I'm aroused or I'm scared. If I focus on breathing, I can either calm myself down or explore the arousal. Yesterday I tried for the calmness but got the anxiety instead. There was nothing sexual at hand and I was being hit by bad vibes )from my spouse while I was driving tho car LOL(. I don't know why the body energy thing isn't discussed much here. To...
Guided breathing meditation - this is a duplicate - see the earlier version above )more edits. this meditation is similar to kundalini circular breathing( )I've edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher.( I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise that I put together from several sources. I do it with any model aneros prostate massager. I like it because it gets me aroused from within without any stimulation. It may be of interest to men who have...