Well writing my last blog entry I got horny again. Went took a pill and had another quickie with the flesh light. It was really good, pretty strong intensity, not super hard. Not surprising since it was such a short time. Since I'm planning on SR maybe that was in my mind to just go ahead and get another one in if I could. We'll see how long I can hold out now and get back to the Aneros. ...
I have not had a proper hard on / orgasm since getting my Aneros. I was missing it and set out today to have a good old fashioned masturbation session. I took a pill at 9 am, I also did some nipple play, I can't believe how amazing they are now. I am getting much more arousal from them and find myself wanting to touch them every time I take my shirt off. I wanted to stretch it out a...
8-29-2019 Back from the beach and a 10 day break from sex, aside from looking for bikini clad babes on the beach with my cousins. Spent the first night with the Helix in. Some pleasant feelings before going to bed. Woke up and spent time playing around, not really a session. Nipple play etc. I was thinking of no masturbation till I had a proper session. I tried the vibrating butt plug again for an hour or so. Tried the...
08-10-2019 - (forum post) I had a really amazing session the other day, and in the midst of my blissful feelings, my mind wandered away. It was almost like a detached brain thing and I was trying to go through the checklist to figure out what feelings I was having. As I think back on that, I think, what the heck was I doing? (Shhhhhhhhh) be still brain. Then afterwards I was trying to think back on what happened and compare it...
8-7-2019 through 8-18-2019 I had several sessions that were only so-so, I think I had expectations from the awesome overnight session. These were frustrating for me. I did spend a lot of time reading posts in the forum trying to figure out what the magic bullet was. I have now discovered there is not one and I need to just ride the waves however they come. My frustration led to desiring a traditional orgasm at the end of a session. As a...
08-07-2019 (I copied this from a forum post I made August 7th) Fantasy and reality, the line is getting blurry...
July 24th 2019 - My best memory of what happened about a month ago My vibrating butt plug arrived today from flesh light. I'm quite excited to try it out see what it will do for me and my masturbation sessions. I am only at this time beginning to learn about prostate massage in the Aneros toy. So when this vibrating toy was purchased, it was simply going to be a bonus or turbocharger for my masturbation. Having read how to have...
I'm creating this blog to track my own progress. but will be adding more details than I would need for myself in case anyone else reads it and finds it helpful. This is my introduction in the forum...