In a slump lately

I haven't been having regular sessions like I used to. I always seemed to pull off an amazing session once a week. Over the last few months, though, I've been lucky to get a session in once a month. Mainly I think this is due to stress over not getting my office work done if I take time, even an hour or two, during the day to pleasure myself sexually. 

I could do session at night. I have in the past and they are good, but my peak performance prostate sessions are 11am-4pm. Not sure why, but my enema clean outs are more reliable and cleaner during my peak window. Also, I like to hang out with my wife at night when she's home from work. I can let loose and just be me when she's gone. She doesn't care what I do or sound like when she's around. But I get self conscious about my own utterances when she might hear me. I think it's training from growing up at home where I had to jerk and cum in complete silence, or when living with roommates, or when my sister in law lived with my wife and I for a year (yikes I had to jerk off in the room next to my sis in law's room, talk about nerve wracking!). I make some noise when I'm in the back room and my wife is in the living room, but it's not like when I'm having a prostate session. Maybe I should ask her to be involved with me more often? She loves being with me during sessions, she touches me, she makes me have brutal strength prostate Os, and helps my cock cum with Aneros assist at the end (and she pegs me from time to time too!!). Hmmmmmm I should talk to her about this.

Anyway, I haven't had much to report on lately because I've had a handful of sessions since May. My last was August 3 and no idea when I'll have my next but last week of the month looks promising considering my wife is going on vacation alone for a while and I plan to really get it on with myself! I'd love to warm up leading up to that though...