Bigger Toys

Why do you think you get turned off from the thought of toys in your butt?
This could be a mental hang-up. There a parts of the wiki etc that can deal with your fears from different hang-ups.

What makes you scared of even the smaller toys?
Understanding the answer to this question can let you figure out a way to resolve the issue.

I am not really scared of anal toys or even the smaller ones, but I will admit I have not had aneros session since this happen. I really just want to get back into the swing of things and rejoin butt play period.
I love toys like the aneros and other none aneros toys as well. Basically it was this one experience with this certain rubber dildo as I have described to you guys.

This toy was just too big for my taste and did not feel right in the moment. It's probably been two weeks from now that I have not done any prostate play at all, but I feel like I might give it go tomorrow with the aneros.

This is why I have different size toys. Generally start with smallest and work up from there. After an absence from Aneros, I'm surprised your prostate is not begging you for some action!

Best advice, just get that aneros back in there! The quicker you do the quicker you will realize you had no reason at all to stop. Just stay away from the big toys from now on.