It arrived about 2:30. I had decided to run to the drug store and check out other lubricants and get a rectal syringe. I didn't see any lubes that I liked the looks of. I had read in the forums about the problems with glycerin, and they all had it. My Astro Glide is the glycerin free stuff, so I chose to use it. I got in the shower, washed and tried to use the syringe. I guess I squirted some...

USPS tracking says it's out for delivery. My wife has just left to run some errands, meaning that I will have some time alone. I'm thinking of running out to the drug store for a syringe for lube and maybe an enema kit. I think I'll use the Astro Glide that we already have. Maybe another quick check on the forums in case people are strongly against it. I hope this isn't one of those days that the mail comes at...

I keep checking the tracking information, reading the forum, etc. I'm pretty sure the thing will come in the mail today. I continue to do my muscle contractions and I feel a strong erotic feeling. I can't wait for the thing to arrive. My wife knows that I ordered it, but I think she's dismissive about it. I don't know if I want to have my first sessions alone, secretly, privately or with her. I really need to get some...

I ordered my MGX yesterday, and thought I'd say a little about what led up to it. From my journal entry of July 6, 2009: Just did a sexual meditation. I was exercising my PC muscles while lying on my back. I was giving my attention to the way my PC muscle was working. What I could and couldn't do with it. I soon became very sexually aroused. I decided not to touch myself. To see where this would go without...