I had several sessions that were only so-so, I think I had expectations from the awesome overnight session. These were frustrating for me. I did spend a lot of time reading posts in the forum trying to figure out what the magic bullet was. I have now discovered there is not one and I need to just ride the waves however they come. My frustration led to desiring a traditional orgasm at the end of a session. As a side note...

(I copied this from a forum post I made August 7th) Fantasy and reality, the line is getting blurry……. I could not sleep last night after spending an hour or so on the forums starting about 10:30 pm. (Note to self, reading this forum gets me worked up, maybe don’t read @ bedtime). After tossing and turning a bit I finally gave up on sleep and wrote my first post last night. I then turned on some binaural beats (props to this...

August 5th 2019 – My best memory from 3 weeks ago….. My first session with the helix syn was quite intriguing. I had a lot of OMG moments when I couldn’t really figure out what was happening. Possibly P waves, definitely lots of new feelings and some anal, prostate pleasure going on. I really don’t know what is what as far as terminology at this point, I am very clueless. It was all very sexy and very intriguing. I had a...

July 24th 2019 – My best memory of what happened about a month ago My vibrating butt plug arrived today from flesh light. I’m quite excited to try it out see what it will do for me and my masturbation sessions. I am only at this time beginning to learn about prostate massage in the Aneros toy. So when this vibrating toy was purchased, it was simply going to be a bonus or turbocharger for my masturbation. Having read how to have...

I’m creating this blog to track my own progress. but will be adding more details than I would need for myself in case anyone else reads it and finds it helpful. This is my introduction in the forum….. http://community.aneros.com/community/forum/general-discussion/166053-a-new-world June/July 2019 I started exploring anal play, I had no clue what I was doing. And while I had explored it a time or two when I was young and never seem to do anything for me. And I also had all sorts...