just used my 20 mm peridise after no sessions for 4 or 5 weeks--went a lot better than i expected after so long a layoff--almost got to the super stage but had to stop cause of huge need to piss--was well worth it to stop--had to stop a second time for the same reason--for some strange reason had 2 huge pisses from this session but the feelings were quite nice--my feelings seem to be getting more subtle--at first the lack...

i've been having sessions everyday and sometimes more than one session a day and achieving involuntary spasms almost immediately--i bounce, wiggle and rock, waving my legs and doing whatever it takes to feel that rubbing feeling on my prostate that we all like to feel--unfortunately i have not been able to get to that second super o that i'm chasing--nevertheless it feels good--last night i got a late call from overseas and when i went back to bed just before...

had a very enjoyable session with various models--was interrupted once by phone call but able to get back to it after--action starts in a short time, several minutes, and progresses to involuntary shudders of the legs, when i start to rock and wave my legs to feel the aneros rub inside me--it feels good and sometimes very good and occasionally very, very good--almost progresses to super o but not quite--i can feel heat building and sometimes the aneros seems...

bought a eupho--tried it for a short time yesterday--about the same action as my other models but i didn't have enough time for much of a session--was traveling for several days and haven't had a session for more than a week--i think it will take some conditioning to get my groove back--when i had good sessions i was doing them every day and sometimes twice or more a day--after wife's vacation i will have more time...

did session after 2 days off--started with helix for about 50 min--got right to it in hardly any time, about 5 minutes--can get to point where i feel it rubbing in the right place and i can get pleasure from rubbing by bouncing on the bed on my ass and waving my legs--this is extremely pleasant but not the super o--i can keep this up for as long as i want, trying for my body to take over and do...

started out with the helix after a good bm and a lot of lube--arrived at involuntaries quickly and tried bouncing around and humping on my back--got a lot of nice rubbing for a long time but could not get to super o--fun though--tried same with the same results with the 20 mm and then the 16 mm--someday that gear will switch and i'll be off--only it will depend on what my body wants and not what i want...

sometimes my prostate or asshole seems to demand that i play with it--this was one of those times--if i lie down on my back and use slow deliberate breathing my prostate will begin to make its presence felt--when this happens i will give it time to see whether it diminishes or increases--if it wants to go away i let it--if it increases i see where it wants to go--i never force it cause that is sure to be counterproductive--yesterday it...

took yesterday off--thought it would be a good idea--was surprised this morning when i awoke with some "feelings" down in my prostate/anus--let them go where they wanted and was surprised when they built instead of receding--and on my side too, always was on my back before as side was non-productive--anyway, it was pleasant and building and i decided to insert my 16 mm when they got more intense--sadly i couldn't pursue them to a satisfactory conclusion for me as i...

the last two sessions were about the same as the previous ones--i get to the involuntary contractions and bounce around on my back and the pleasure mounts and when i stop bouncing and relax fully the aneros adjusts itself to another position and i bounce again to feel the stimulation--when the aneros adjusts it usually feels like it's going deeper although it feels as though it is already as deep as it can go, so go figure--if i am lucky...

tried again today--same result as the last 2 times--encouraging but not the big o--have the ability to start with the involuntary spasms after about 5 minutes--accomplish this by just waiting, completely relaxed on my back with my knees in the air--now know what i'm feeling and when it comes i just let it happen to see where it takes me--sometimes it makes me go oh yeah and sometimes it makes me shake my legs and/or bounce on the bed with...