Alaska's Journal
9-20-2019 – Njoy Pure Wand
Got the Njoy Pure Wand today. Hoping to find my prostrate, or some direct stimulation. Not much luck, moved it all around, front back sides. Got some good feeling going mostly when moving it in and out. Nothing earth shattering. Tried to really focus on just feeling it. I was somewhat disappointed. Will have to…
9-16-2019 – SR 2 – Exploratory session
Tried to just find my prostrate, so not so much a session as just a spelunking expedition. Not sure, kinda think maybe I did. I did a lot of manual movement trying to find what feels good. Had some sensations so I guess I hit it or was close. It might be in further than…
9-13-2019 – MB – Pumping
Got a penis pump yesterday, first time was frustrating, but got myself hard enough with a cock ring to maintain a useable erection, not great, but useable. Read about ED & pumps, makes sense that it could help. I will try to pump daily for several weeks and see if there’s any improvement in my…
9-11-2019 – SR #7 OK session – MB
No meditation to start, it did not seem to hurt or help my session. Lots of warm fuzzy all over feelings, pretty good pleasure from my nipples. After about an hour or so I rolled over and tried to do nothing, focus on the music. I seemed to want to move the Aneros some. I…
9-9-2019 – SR #4 Expecting nothing
Started with 15 minutes guided meditation. Nice relaxed session. No hard on. Caught myself chasing feelings when they built up, trying not to do that. I did pretty good one time, trying to just stay where I was. Kind of a overall “warm” feeling sort of thing. Couldn’t stay there long, but at least I…
9-5-2019 – MB
Not sure what is up with me right now, out of control.
9-1-2019 – MB oh boy
Well writing my last blog entry I got horny again. Went took a pill and had another quickie with the flesh light. It was really good, pretty strong intensity, not super hard. Not surprising since it was such a short time. Since I’m planning on SR maybe that was in my mind to just go…
9-1-2019 – MB – great day
I have not had a proper hard on / orgasm since getting my Aneros. I was missing it and set out today to have a good old fashioned masturbation session. I took a pill at 9 am, I also did some nipple play, I can’t believe how amazing they are now. I am getting much…
8-29-2019 – MB – 10 days later
Back from the beach and a 10 day break from sex, aside from looking for bikini clad babes on the beach. Spent the first night with the Helix Syn in. Some pleasant feelings before going to bed. Woke up and spent time playing around, not really a session. Nipple play etc. I was thinking of…
8-10-2019 – What happened? Mind Noise?
I had a really amazing session the other day, and in the midst of my blissful feelings, my mind wandered away. It was almost like a detached brain thing and I was trying to go through the checklist to figure out what feelings I was having. As I think back on that, I think, what…