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This forum was meant for this sort of thing, no apology needed.

Are you still getting pleasurable sensations? If so, there really isn't a "need" to get another model unless you just feel like experimenting.

I started with the Helix, then ordered the Progasm, thinking pretty much what you are; that I wasn't feeling it as directly on my prostate as I could, and maybe a bigger model would give me the stimulation I was looking for. While I enjoy it, there are times when it almost feels like too much pressure and I find myself preferring the Helix more now.

That sucks about your girlfriend. It's hard enough for guys to be comfortable with this sort of thing. A supportive attitude from one's partner goes a long way.