I am in my late 30's, and have enjoyed anal play since my 20's and for all those years I had been trying to achieve a better orgasm with no luck.
I bought a couple of Aneros toys last year but didn't have much luck with them initially. Then I stumbled upon the r/ProstatePlay Reddit sub about 2 months ago and after reading through various posts and the pinned guide I managed to achieve my first p-gasm.
It was like my prostate was asleep or dormant for all those years as previously I had never felt any kind of pleasure from it. This unlocked a whole new world for me.
I have been enjoying regular p-gasms every day since.
At first I found that 1-3 hours after a play session had ended I would have another p-gasm randomly with no stimulation which was nice, but that only lasted for the first couple of weeks, after that I could only achieve one with a toy.
2 weeks ago I wondered if I could achieve those random p-gasms again without a toy. I laid on my couch and relaxed with a very light reverse kegal and had an amazing p-gasm.
This was great, I didn't need a toy and could achieve orgasm at any time, I even managed super-o's just by laying down and enjoying the pleasure.
I got a bit too in to it, doing it multiple times a day.
However since training this way, my prostate is on all the time, which initially was nice and didn't seem like a problem, that was until a week ago...
I was at the gym with my personal trainer doing leg press, half way through my set a p-gasm come on so strong out of nowhere, I almost let out a verbal moan. I instantly jumped up and walked around, having to make excuses as to why I stopped mid set and fighting for my life to try and prevent it going any further. It was so intense and I still had 30 minutes left of my session, it took everything I had to keep it at the level it was at and finish the session.
Afterwards I went home and let it all out.
Since then, I have been on the cusp of orgasm pretty much all the time. It's right there and even mentally acknowledging it for a second pulls me further in.
I thought if I resist that it would subside over time but that's not the case, the more I resist the stronger it gets until I give in.
Every night is an adventure, When I go to bed, I try so hard to ignore the pleasure to go to sleep and either I will lay there for hours having involuntary orgasms over and over and only get a couple of hours of sleep, or if I manage to resist and go to sleep it is very restless and I wake up constantly throughout the night in pleasure.
At first I could get it to settle down by going for a long walk, but with in 2 minutes of getting home its back on in full force. This did not work today though, as soon as I started walking it kept building. I got about 1km away from my house and had to turn around because my legs were quivering. Anything I do to successfully distract myself only lasts until I stop doing that task.
Even masturbation doesn't work to dull it now, when I masturbate I just get a ton of pleasure from my prostate during and about 20 seconds of calm after before the pleasure from my prostate hits me again at full force.
When I try to relax my pelvic floor it just makes me more aware of it and gives me more pleasure.
I work from home on a computer, which does absolutely nothing to distract from the pleasure my prostate is pumping out constantly.
Even sitting here typing this message I am fighting pleasure across my entire body just trying to finish the message.
So my question is, Has anyone else experienced this? If so, what do you do to control it or how do you make it stop?
Is this just my life now? 😛
I feel like the monkey in the Lilly Experiment, but I am not in control of the button
